Friday, October 10, 2025

Travel Journal#21.40: Stuyvesant Falls, Chatham, Schenectady

Diary of a Traveling Sadhaka, Vol. 21, No. 40
By Krishna Kripa Das
(Week 40: October 1–7, 2025)
Stuyvesant Falls, Chatham, Schenectady
(Sent from Stuyvesant Falls on October 11, 2025)

Where I Went and What I Did

During the fortieth week of 2025, I lived at Viraha Bhavan, the ashram of Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami, my Guru Maharaja, in Stuyvesant Falls, New York. I helped his caretakers with different services like cleaning the kitchen, waking up the deities and uploading dictation tapes. I also did some personal service for Guru Maharaja. On Wednesday evening I attended a Gita class and kirtan program in Chatham, where I led the first kirtan. On Sunday afternoon I attended the feast program at ISKCON Schenectady. There I led a kirtan and gave a lecture on Karttika, reading, among other things, Srila Prabhupada’s purport to Queen Kunti’s prayer appreciating Lord Krishna’s Damodara pastime (Srimad-Bhagavatam 1.8.31), which highlights important lessons from it. 


At Viraha Bhavan, we began offering lamps to Damodara and singing Damodarastaka in
 the evening, and it was nice to have devotees get together and sing by the influence of the month of Karttika. 

I share quotes from Srila Prabhupada’s Bhagavad-gita As It Is, The Nectar of Devotion and Krishna: The Supreme Personality of Godhead. I share a quote from Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura’s commentary on Sri Caitanya-bhagavata. I share a quote from Mukunda Maharaja’s Miracle on Second Avenue. I share quotes from a new collection of writings by Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami, called Among Friends, Journal and Poems, volume 1. I share notes on a Bhagavad-gita discussion in Chatham from Damodara Priya Devi Dasi and Patrick.

Many thanks to Shreyakari Devi Dasi and ISKCON Schenectady for their kind donation. Thank to my sister, Karen, for the koftas, maple walnut ice cream, and Bengal Spice tea for my birthday.

Itinerary

September 12–October 31: serve Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami
October 31–January 3, 2026: NYC Harinam
January 4: Miami Ratha-yatra?

Chanting Hare Krishna in Upstate New York

I arrived at the Wednesday program in Chatham six minutes late, but the kirtan hadn’t started. After a few minutes, I decided to chant the first kirtan myself as Patrick, who they said was to sing, hadn’t arrived. I was pleased by the enthusiastic chanting in response by almost everyone except the kids. One woman was the most enthusiastic of all, and she seemed to really put her heart into it. She was named Katie, and quite appropriately I thought, she was asked to sing the second kirtan. Apparently she has been doing kirtan for ten years, originally inspired by some Guyanese devotees living on Long Island. Here Katie chants Hare Krishna at the Wednesday program in Chatham, New York (https://youtu.be/U5YJ4dMw0EQ):


Here Yamini, a nanotechnology PhD student at State University of New York at Albany
originally from Chennai, chants Hare Krishna at the ISKCON Schenectady Sunday feast (https://youtu.be/ca0Zdex1cRQ):


Insights

Srila Prabhupada:

From Bhagavad-gita As It Is, verse 18.58, purport:

A person in full Krishna consciousness is not unduly anxious about executing the duties of his existence. The foolish cannot understand this great freedom from all anxiety. For one who acts in Krishna consciousness, Lord Krishna becomes the most intimate friend. He always looks after His friend’s comfort, and He gives Himself to His friend, who is so devotedly engaged working twenty-four hours a day to please the Lord.”

From The Nectar of Devotion, Chapter 36:

A person who offers respect even to the ants engaged in the service of the Lord becomes eternally happy, so what is there to say of one who offers Krishna direct service?”

From The Nectar of Devotion, Chapter 40:

No one should claim his eternal relationship with Krishna unless he is liberated. In the conditioned state of life, the devotees have to execute the prescribed duties as recommended in the codes of devotional service. When one is mature in devotional service and is a realized soul, he can know his own eternal relationship with Krishna. One should not artificially try to establish some relationship. In the premature stage it is sometimes found that a lusty, conditioned person will artificially try to establish some relationship with Krishna in conjugal love. The result of this is that one becomes prakrta-sahajiya, or one who takes everything very cheaply. Although such persons may be very anxious to establish a relationship with Krishna in conjugal love, their conditioned life in the material world is still most abominable. A person who has actually established his relationship with Krishna can no longer act on the material plane, and his personal character cannot be criticized.”

From The Nectar of DevotionChapter 48: 

It is to be understood that any person who is constantly engaged in chanting the holy names of the Lord – Hare Krishna, Hare KrishnaKrishna Krishna, Hare Hare/ Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare – has attained a transcendental affection for Krishna, and as such, in any condition of life, he remains satisfied simply by remembering the Lord’s name in full affection and ecstatic love.

From Krishna, The Supreme Personality of Godhead, Chapter 10:

To remain in the poverty-stricken condition is a kind of austerity. According to Vedic culture, therefore, the brahmanas, as a matter of routine, keep themselves in a poverty-stricken condition to save themselves from the false prestige of material opulence.”

From Krishna, The Supreme Personality of Godhead, Chapter 14:

[Lord Brahma prayed to Lord Krishna:] “You are also niraƱjana because Your pastimes, as the little son of Mother Yasoda or the lover of the gopis, are never contaminated by the material qualities.”

[Lord Brahma prayed to Lord Krishna:] There are many so-called meditators who do not know that You are the Supreme Soul. As stated in the Bhagavad-gita, You are the Supreme Soul present in everyone’s heart. Therefore there is no necessity of one’s meditating on something beyond You. One who is always absorbed in meditation on Your original form of Krishna easily crosses over the ocean of material nescience. But persons who do not know that You are the Supreme Soul remain within this material world in spite of their so-called meditation.”

[Lord Brahma prayed to Lord Krishna:] “So-called liberation and bondage have no meaning for a person who is already engaged in Your devotional service, just as a rope is not fearful to a person who knows that it is not a snake. A devotee knows that this material world belongs to You, and he therefore engages everything in Your transcendental loving service. Thus there is no bondage for him.”

[Lord Brahma prayed to Lord Krishna:] “My dear Lord, I pray that I may be so fortunate that in this life or in another life, wherever I may take my birth, I may be counted as one of Your devotees. Wherever I may be, I pray that I may be engaged in Your devotional service. I do not even care what form of life I get in the future, because I can see that even in the form of cows and calves or cowherd boys, the devotees are so fortunate to be always engaged in Your transcendental loving service and association. Therefore I wish to be one of them instead of such an exalted person as I am now, for I am full of ignorance.”

The difference between the pure devotees of Vrindavan and devotees in other places is that the residents of Vrindavan have no other desire but to be associated with Krishna. Krishna, being very kind to His devotees, fulfills their desire; because they always want Krishna’s association, the Lord is always prepared to give it to them. The devotees of Vrindavan are also spontaneous lovers. They are not required to strictly follow regulative principles because they are already naturally developed in transcendental love for Krishna. Regulative principles are required for persons who have not achieved such a position of spontaneous love. Brahma is also a devotee of the Lord, but he is an ordinary devotee subject to following regulative principles. He prays to Krishna to give him the chance to take birth in Vrindavan so that he might be elevated to the platform of spontaneous love.”

Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura:

From his commentary on Sri Caitanya-bhagavata, Madhya 20.1:

The material miseries of living entities who take shelter at the lotus feet of Sri Gaurasundara are destroyed. Sri Gaurasundara does not encourage any form of mundane activities; He helps the living entities realize their constitutional position and thus delivers them from all forms of material miseries.”

Mukunda Goswami:

From Miracle on Second Avenue, Chapter 19:

I suddenly realized how America’s current [1960s] interest in spirituality left people wide open to be exploited by those offering some flavor of Eastern culture with a personal motive attached –be that fame, power or wealth. I knew from my own observation of our swami [Srila Prabhupada] that he was not after any of these things; he was driven by a desire to fulfill the wishes of his spiritual master, and I felt immensely grateful to have found him in the great mystical melting pot that was America’s alternative culture.”

Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami:

From Among Friends, Journal and Poems, Volume 1:

Prabhupada didn’t live for what he thought ‘looked good.’ He acted from a pure strong heart—the desire to please his spiritual master and carry out the will of Lord Caitanya. ‘Our duty, therefore, is to follow the instructions of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu and preach the Krishna consciousness movement all over the world very sincerely. This is the best welfare activity for the peace and prosperity of human society’ (Bhag. 8.5.23 purport).”

You follow the guidance of one who can see. I see my guide, and I see darkness and danger all around. I follow him to please the inconceivable adhoksaja, Sri Krishna.”

The truths I may utter are the absolute teachings
of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu,
which Prabhupada fed us as sumptuous lunch in 1966
and which I read now daily in his books.
There should be no holding back
even if this speaker looks suspiciously
like a fool and rascal.”

I’m waiting for Krishna as you would wait in the outside room of an important person. Sometimes the gopis and gopas and Nanda and Yasoda also had to wait for Krishna, although their waiting was different than mine. Be patient and chant His glories and hear krishna-katha. The waiting is as good as being with Him.”

One assumes that one has obediently grasped everything that Prabhupada has had to say on the matter of chanting, and that one is prosecuting the vow (although one would like to stop falling asleep and one would like to get out of the dismal depths of non-attraction to the holy name, but one doesn’t know how to do it).”

Most important is the mood of ‘the child crying for the mother.’ We remember this as we chant, even if it means that we see we are not crying like a child. And so we cry out, ‘I am not crying like a child for its mother.’

They were concerned
that I was out in the hailstorm,
pushed and pulled.
They didn’t know exactly where I was,
buffeted but warmed by many thoughts.
It was bliss in the shelter of his teachings.”

We need both of these things: just thinking about Krishna without serving Him is not complete, and neither is duty done without Krishna consciousness. The Lord says that we should always act under His instruction, and He also says that we should always think of Him.”

Rain

Rain is secretive,
serious and cold.
The people here [in Ireland] don’t let it stop them.
It keeps me indoors chanting japa.
You hear it on the roof.
It says, ‘You can’t stay here.
It’s miserable.’”

There is a spiritual world filled with transcendental persons engaged in activities of bliss and loving service to Krishna. Pure devotees meditate on the lotus feet of Radha and Krishna and Their activities and Their assistants and Their abode. I want that too. I’m glad to be straightened out and be brought back to this truth.”

I could turn to pictures of Krishna, but
I think Sri Krishna is too beautiful and handsome
to be captured by earthling artists.
So there is nowhere for these eyes to rest.”

Even a slight trace of affection
for the holy name
and feeling shelter in the name
is a greater gift,
than all material fortune,
& better than monistic trance.
I pray for it,
& go on reciting Hare Nama.”

We fly into the unknown, trusting the teachings and the Lord’s promise to His dear friend, Arjuna; and His mercy.”

August 6, Radhadesh, Belgium, Appearance Day of Balarama

You appear as a white murti and in the word Rama.
In one of Your pastimes You became intoxicated
by drinking honey. And when Yamuna forgot Your power
You drew her near to You.
When the Kurus doubted You,
You shook their whole city
until they ran to You crying, ‘We forgot who You are!
Please forgive us!’”

Lord Balarama, on Your appearance day
please let me know You as more real than I am.
Please give me the strength to serve You.”

I don’t like to give constant lectures to the same audience because they will see my limits. I advocate pure devotion, but I haven’t attained it. I would get tired of almost any lecturer, and so I get tired of myself.”

My doubts are based on intellectual viewpoints. So let them come out and show themselves. Let them stand for debate. Once they do that, I’m able to see their weaknesses. One can be skeptical towards skepticism.”

Every living creature is an equal soul,
but only a human has the choice.
These are the teachings, and
you can take them or disregard them and go on
trapping the wasps in bottles
with no knowledge of what comes next.”

I’ve also been trying to meditate on the proposition that the japa time should be given to Nama-rupa. We know how pleased we are when a busy person puts aside their other affairs and gives us their undivided time and attention. So we should agree to give the holy name two or three hours a day like that. We also know how frustrating and disagreeable it is when we go to see someone, but our meeting is interrupted every few minutes by a phone call or another visitor, and our host seems unable and maybe even uncaring, about our need for a confidential meeting. So don’t treat Krishna like that.”

Never mind how much of this I realize,
it’s available for everyone.
We wouldn’t be here if we didn’t believe
in Prabhupada, Vyasa and Narada
on this soft evening in very late August,
imbibing the knowledge of transcendence
before we all vanish from the earth.”

If one harbors illusions that he is a great contributor worth remembering, then he not only fools himself, but he misleads those who he convinces to share that illusion.”

Damodara Priya Devi Dasi:

When Arjuna looks at the opposite side of the battlefield, he doesn’t see enemies, he sees friends.

Patrick:

When I hear how Arjuna was seeing his grandfather on the opposite side of the battlefield, it makes me think, “What if I saw my grandfather on the other side of a battlefield?”

Here Arjuna is experiencing both an existential crisis and an ethical crisis.

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Japa, chanting the Hare Krishna mantra on a string of beads, is the main spiritual practice of initiated devotees in the Hare Krishna movement. Where is this mentioned in Bhagavad-gita one might ask? It is mentioned in a not so well known verse in the midst of the Tenth Chapter where Krishna identifies Himself with different prominent features of this world so we can meditate on His presence here. To advance ourselves either materially or spiritually requires sacrifice. Krishna says:

yajƱānāṁ japa-yajƱo ’smi

Of sacrifices I am the chanting of the holy names [japa].”(Bhagavad-gita 10.25)

The necessity of sacrifice is stressed earlier in the Bhagavad-gita:

nayam loko ’sty ayajƱasya

kuto ’nyah kuru-sattama

O best of the Kuru dynasty, without sacrifice one can never live happily on this planet or in this life: what then of the next?” (Bhagavad-gita 4.31)

yajƱarthat karmano ’nyatra

loko ’yam karma-bandhanah
tad-artham karma kaunteya
mukta-sangah samacara

Work done as a sacrifice for Vishnu has to be performed; otherwise work causes bondage in this material world. Therefore, O son of Kunti, perform your prescribed duties for His satisfaction, and in that way you will always remain free from bondage.” (Bhagavad-gita 3.9)

What about someone who cannot accept the idea that sacrifice should be performed for Vishnu or Krishna? Srila Prabhupada writes, “if one decides to sacrifice for the supreme cause, even if he does not know that the supreme cause is Krishna, he will come gradually to understand that Krishna is the supreme cause by the sacrificial method.”

We may feel that sacrifice is needed in the beginning of our spiritual lives, but after sometime we advance to a point where it is no longer required. Krishna, however, does not agree. He says:

yajƱa-dana-tapah-karma

na tyajyam karyam eva tat
yajƱo danam tapas caiva
pavanani manisinam

Acts of sacrifice, charity and penance are not to be given up; they must be performed. Indeed, sacrifice, charity and penance purify even the great souls.” (Bhagavad-gita 18.5)

One may accept the idea of sacrifice and of chanting the holy names but doubt that it needs to be done so many hours each day. Even one professor challenged Srila Prabhupada, opining that the Bhagavad-gita does not require such constant chanting. Srila Prabhupada replied by telling the professor that he had overlooked one verse:

satatam kirtayanto mam

yatantas ca drdha-vratah
namasyantas ca mam bhaktya
nitya-yukta upasate

Always chanting My glories, endeavoring with great determination, bowing down before Me, these great souls perpetually worship Me with devotion.” (Bhagavad-gita 9.14)

May these verses inspire you to take the daily chanting of Hare Krishna on beads (japa) so seriously that you attain spiritual perfection during this life.

Saturday, October 04, 2025

Travel Journal#21.39: Stuyvesant Falls, Chatham, Philadelphia, New York, Schenectady


Diary of a Traveling Sadhaka, Vol. 21, No. 39
By Krishna Kripa Das
(Week 39: September 24–30, 2025)
Stuyvesant Falls, Chatham, Philadelphia, New York, Schenectady
(Sent from Stuyvesant Falls, New York, on October 4, 2025)

Where I Went and What I Did

The thirty-ninth week of 2025, I lived at Viraha Bhavan, the ashram of Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami in Stuyvesant Falls for three days, Wednesday, Monday and Tuesday. I helped his caretakers with different services like cleaning the kitchen, and I did some personal service for him. Wednesday evening I attended a kirtan, lecture, and prasadam program in nearby Chatham.



On Thursday I went to Philadelphia to promote the Ratha-yatra on Saturday by chanting for three hours Thursday and Friday at Rittenhouse Square. Friday evening I attended the Bhakti Garden kirtan program. Saturday I attended the Ratha-yatra, and then I took a mid-afternoon train to New York to catch the last two hours of the Times Square Kirtan Festival by the NYC Harinam party I serve on in the autumn. Sunday I attended the feast program at ISKCON Schenectady, giving the lecture and leading the kirtan for the
arati before returning to Stuyvesant Falls in the evening. 


Tuesday was my birthday, which Baladeva Vidyabhusana Prabhu, my guru’s principal caretaker, celebrated by making some amazing saffron sweet rice. He also gave me some figs, another treat.

I share quotes from Srila Prabhupada’s Krishna: The Supreme Personality of Godhead, and quotes from his letters. I share quotes from a new collection of writings by Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami, called Among Friends, Journal and Poems, volume 1, and I share a poem he wrote for my birthday. I share notes on a class by Kaustubha Prabhu at Philadelphia’s Bhakti Garden. I share a realization by a friend at Philadelphia Ratha-yatra.

Many thanks to Shreyakari Devi Dasi and ISKCON Schenectady for their kind donation. Thanks to the woman in Rittenhouse Square in Philadelphia for giving me a donation toward my expenses.

Itinerary

September 12–October ?31: serve Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami
October 31–December 31: NYC Harinam


Chanting Hare Krishna in Upstate New York

Krishna Kumari Devi Dasi invited me to a Wednesday evening kirtan, Bhagavad-gita class, prasadam program which she helps organize.

Here Jody Brookes, who attends several regular kirtan events in Upstate New York, chants “Govinda Jaya Jaya” at the Wednesday program in Chatham, New York (https://youtu.be/f9YtzFg2lZI):


I thought the people would be mostly eclectic, but there were some serious sadhakas there:


Stefan was especially impressive. He surprised me by bringing a salad with Krishna Lunch dressing for the potluck. It was funny to me that Baladeva, my guru’s assistant, had made Krishna Lunch salad dressing for the lunch salad, so mysteriously I had Krishna Lunch salad dressing at two venues in Upstate New York in one day! Stefan said that when he recently visited his folks in Gainesville, where he grew up and originally met the devotees, he saw the deities at New Raman Reti and became inspired to look up Hare Krishna programs in Upstate New York where he’s lived the last 7 years. I invited Stefan to the Times Square Kirtan Festival in New York City the following Saturday, a good two or three hours away, and I was enlivened to see that he came, and he stayed the whole four hours! At the end he expressed interest in the “Be a Monk for the Weekend” program, and he talked to Vraja Mohan Prabhu about taking the Deity Worship course!


Tommy, who I also talked to, had seen me before at Supersoul Farm and said he reads my journal. On Saturday I saw him at the Philadelphia Ratha-yatra.


Tony, who really liked the kirtan, I saw on Sunday at the ISKCON Schenectady program, and he offered to drive me home as he also lives in Columbia County.

Thus I was glad I went to the Chatham program as I connected with a lot of people.


Here I
 chant Hare Krishna at ISKCON Schenectady Sunday feast program (https://youtube.com/shorts/sDHTyEzpRpQ?feature=share):

Chanting Hare Krishna in Philadelphia


I chanted Thursday and Friday evening for three hours each day at Rittenhouse Square and told interested people about the Philadelphia Ratha-yatra. Unfortunately none of the 62 people on their
harinama WhatsApp group were able to join me. One passerby wanted to take a video of me, so I asked her to take one for me too (https://youtu.be/vFqYd_MHMKw):



At least three people I invited actually came, including this couple, who enjoyed playing shakers with me in the procession 
(https://youtube.com/shorts/FQHtaWNQGY8):



It was nice to dance for Sri Sri Radha-Saradbihari in the mornings like I did when I lived in the Philly temple forty years ago. In that temple, my guru told me after Srila Prabhupada’s guru puja one day that I should dance more in the kirtan. I try to remember to do that.

Friday night I attended the evening kirtan program at Haryasva Prabhu’s Bhakti Garden.

Here Abhay of Toronto chants Hare Krishna at Bhakti Garden Friday Kirtan (https://youtube.com/shorts/I0wtuv5Z2J4):


At one point in the kirtan, many devotees started dancing (
https://youtube.com/shorts/K96ce6gKGYc?feature=share):


Vishnugada Prabhu chants before the Pancha Tattva at the Philadelphia Ratha-yatra
(https://youtu.be/bcVpdDLYuQs):


I was amazed to see Janananda Goswami, who I serve in France, at the Philly Ratha-yatra. Here he dances to Hare Krishna and other chants (https://youtu.be/bVooRIIjeIQ):


Caitanyananda Prabhu chants Hare Krishna in Philadelphia Ratha-yatra
(https://youtu.be/b8INuoyNJnU):


Here people of different ages, including a religion major and devotees kids, enjoy dancing to the Hare Krishna chant in Philadelphia Ratha-yatra (https://youtube.com/shorts/s_ZGXiMGRUc?feature=share):


Chanting Hare Krishna in New York City


After Philly Ratha-yatra I took the train to New York City to catch the last two hours of the Times Square Kirtan Festival. 


I would tell people attracted by the kirtan about our local programs. 

Jaya Madhava Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at Times Square Kirtan Festival (https://youtu.be/-hy67dT92Cc):


Srikar Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at Times Square Kirtan Festival (https://youtu.be/gvv9M8LA7pM):


As 
Srikar Prabhu chanted Hare Krishna there, three guys danced, and many others as well (https://youtu.be/1i9qcGHOnqc):


Hadai Prana Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at Times Square Kirtan Festival 
(https://youtu.be/KssyCNmepzQ):


Vraja Mohan Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at Times Square Kirtan Festival, and woman plays shakers (https://youtu.be/Ja979k4JViA):


Vraja Mohan Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at Times Square Kirtan Festival, and a woman plays shakers and dances (https://youtu.be/wlbe7MRbk8o):


Ananta Govinda Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at Times Square Kirtan Festival, and a couple plays shakers 
(https://youtu.be/81TNp9217kA):


Ananta Govinda Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at Times Square Kirtan Festival, and many dance (
https://youtu.be/CEnZhMkr9-U):


Rama Raya Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at Times Square Kirtan Festival, and many dance, in particular, a group of girls who attended the same summer camp, according to one of them from Queens (https://youtu.be/Hhbeej1zcug):


Rama Raya Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at Times Square Kirtan Festival, and devotees dance 
(https://youtu.be/UH7Q6YvUqcE):



I was happy to see Radha-Govinda again before returning upstate.

Photos


Jayasri Devi Dasi, wife of Hansarupa Prabhu, who I met 31 years ago when I moved to Alachua, impressed me by taking the train from NYC two hours each way to make pizza and apple pie for our guru’s lunch. 




I took some with me for lunch on my trip to Philly the next day, and it still tasted great!

Insights

Srila Prabhupada:

From Krishna: The Supreme Personality of Godhead, Chapter 30:

Expecting that Krishna must return to them, they [the gopis] simply engaged in chanting the glories of Sri Krishna—Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare / Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare.”

From Krishna: The Supreme Personality of Godhead, Chapter 90:

The transcendental pastimes of the Supreme Personality of Godhead, Krishna, are so powerful that simply by hearing, reading and memorizing this book, Krishna, one is sure to be transferred to the spiritual world, which is ordinarily very difficult to achieve. The description of the pastimes of Lord Krishna is so attractive that it automatically gives us an impetus to study repeatedly, and the more we study the pastimes of the Lord, the more we become attached to Him. This very attachment to Krishna makes one eligible to be transferred to His abode, Goloka Vrindavana.”

From a letter to Brahmananda on November 18, 1967:

Please therefore try to be sympathetic with any person even if they differ. The real qualification we have to scrutinize is if one is acting in Krishna consciousness as far as one is able to do it.”

From a letter to Mandali Bhadra on July 28, 1969:

There may be some controversy, but the essential point is how to preach the mission of His Divine Grace … every individual must have his opinion; that is the significance of individuality, but all such different opinions must coincide in Krishna …so you do not be disturbed by such controversial points. Better you engage your mind very seriously in the matter of services entrusted.”

Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami:

From a poem he wrote for my birthday:

A Servant of One Who Has the Mercy of Krishna

By Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami

Today is Krishna Kripa’s birthday.
He is 66 years old.
He’s remarkably youthful,
and it’s due to good clean
living; he is a stainless brahmachari.
He goes out dancing and singing
on harinama almost every day.
He always dresses in celibate saffron.
His Quaker mother lived to 99 years,
and from her, he learned nonviolence
and that God is within each person.
KK is not only a Quaker but
a pure bred Hare Krishna
in the line of A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada.
As his mom protested against
the infamy of the warmongers.
Krishna Kripa, as a Hare Krishna,
is also against cow slaughter,
as his mother should have been,
because that is necessary as well
to be effective in
stopping the wars.
A Hare Krishna, person takes a vow not to engage
in meat eating (cow slaughter),
illicit sex, gambling and intoxication
and all that is necessary
for freedom from vices
and most important for pleasing
Krishna, the Supreme Personality of Godhead.

From Among Friends, Journal and Poems, Volume 1:

One of the chapters is called ‘Bali Maharaja Surrenders the Universe.’ A further chapter is called ‘Bali Maharaja Surrenders His Life.’ In other words, we shouldn’t think we’ve accomplished everything when we’ve only done the externals.”

Let us not be puffed-up just because we chant and read, or because we speak lectures, or because we give money to the Krishna consciousness movement. Have we willingly surrendered our life? Or are we serving Krishna only as long as it fits conveniently into our own scheme?”

It’s a responsibility of every Prabhupada follower to read the books carefully throughout his or her lifetime. Therefore it’s a great misconception if, when we see a devotee reading, we think, ‘Why aren’t you doing some service?’”

But a sannyasi does not need
to carry a Deity.
His chanting on his beads,
(Prabhupada said)
and his travel and preaching
are his way of worship.”

I take stumbling refuge
in the Names and form of Krishna.
My pleasure is His darsana.

I want to see Krishna in His form in the only way I can see Him, in the murti.

We cling to this life as all we’ve got,
but better make your choice and
worship Govinda,
before it’s too late.”

Inspiration

After fasting all morning
we honored an Ekadasi meal
of broccoli with cream cheese, potatoes, tomato sauce.
And as I ate, the inspiration came
which I had sought in vain—
to write Chapter Nine.
How my characters would meet on a boat
and what they would say—
it was just what I wanted!
The connection between the carrot halava
and the plot of my book,
and how the sweet tapioca produced inspiration
left no doubt.
I wish to record it here
as Krishna’s mercy.”

Twelve chapters complete, but I’m at a stuck point. It’s good to be stuck in that it forces me to see I cannot write on my own power, and I do not want to write until I have that deeper desire. I want to love it, and so I await release.”

We’ve just received word that we have to leave this cottage in five days. Someone who saw us here called the police, who called the health department who informed the landlord. Apparently there’s a law against living here without running water. At present, we don’t know where to go. The complaining citizen didn’t inquire from us whether our reading and writing might be harmless. He saw us as intruders to his familiar scene, and the police, and the health department just looked for a fault. With an attitude like that, yogis, babajis and mendicant-devotees would be rounded up and put in jail as vagrants, or forced to become respectable office workers in New Delhi or Bombay.”

Practical advantage of solitude: It’s best (and necessary) for productive work like writing, reading, praying. So there is no mystique about it. It’s just the way you go when you really want to get something done.”

In a time when Kali is expanding and many soldiers are falling, maybe I need more time alone to stay well.”

Doing exercise in the park this morning I told Madhu how I’m feeling happy in my life. I’m doing what I want with my life, and I wish that others could also find this for themselves. I admitted this to Madhu in private, but it’s the kind of thing I wouldn’t want to say ‘out loud.’ Somehow I feel guilty for ‘doing what I want’ when I know many people are doing things they don’t want to do. On the other hand I shouldn’t be intimidated or ashamed at the fact that Krishna is being so kind to me.”

Prayer Before Lecture

My dear Lord Krishna, dear Srila Prabhupada,
let me speak nicely, neither dry nor sahajiya,
from the KRISHNA book.
Let everyone stay awake and fixed on Him.
Let’s be interested in Krishna,
in Kamsa’s prison.
Let me serve as transparent via medium
so Krishna comes through,
whirling a demon around until it’s dead—
no joke, but not glum,
faithfully rendered in simple words.
That’s what my brain and ego are for,
so Krishna can come dancing through.”

PremaƱjana

When the boys told the wives of the yajƱic brahmanas
that Krishna and Balarama were very hungry,
the wives became anxious.
They started putting a feast into pots.
Their husbands tried to stop them.
They kept on going, except one who gave up her body.
Then the wives saw Krishna in the forest.
He was wearing a forest garland,
a peacock feather in His hair,
He had His hand on the shoulder of a friend,
His hair was curling nicely around His ears,
and He was smiling.
When the wives saw Krishna, He entered
into their hearts through their eyes.

Kaliya-Krishna—
Who dove into the Yamuna
causing the banks to spill over
as if a great weight had fallen in;
Whose breast stroking created wonderful music.
Even the snake with eyes of malice
saw Him blue-hued and delicate,
as they fought.

Who allowed Himself to be enveloped
in the coils of the serpent;
Whose followers were stunned with grief;
Whose mother tried to enter the river and then fainted;
Whose friends and cows fell to the ground
because He was dearer to them than their own lives.
No one can understand this
without tasting at least a drop
of transcendental grief.

Who empowered Vyasa to tell this;
Who finally broke the bonds of Kaliya;
Who danced on the serpent’s head,
reddening His feet,
causing a festival for the demigods
who came to play music and drums.

After He’s chased the serpent away
the residents of Vrndavana
got back their life.
He hugged them chest to chest.
It took all day to happen,
and everyone was exhausted.
But during the night a fire started,
and He saved them again.

Yogesvara, creator of unlimited pastimes;
You who are inclined to Your bhaktas;
Subduer of the poisonous demons;
You are kind to the wives of Kaliya,
and You are my Friend too.
In this dangerous world,
You bless us
with desire to hear from You.
Let us die and live eternally
with You and Your followers in Goloka.

How little we’re aware of! How little we feel! Therefore it’s important to engage in chanting the Hare Krishna mantra and reading Srimad-Bhagavatam. Even if we only touch the surface of it, it’s the real substance.”

Dear Lord, I already am Your man. If You wish to move me differently in a radical way, You will do it. But for myself, I can’t be more ambitious right now.”

Dear Lord Krishna, best dancer of Vrindavan, please go on dancing and creating pastimes, and please draw us to You.”

I can only plead like Akrura did, ‘Surely Krishna knows my heart. Although I appear to be a messenger of Kamsa, I’m actually the Lord’s devotee.’”

Marriage on the Rocks

So many marriages are breaking up
in the Krishna Consciousness Movement.
I’m glad I’m not part of it.
But I’m a counselor:
‘Don’t join the cynics,’ I say.
Keep hearing Krishna’s pastimes.
Yes, even if she calls the police
and you can’t see your own children.’”

It’s been an hour delay for the American Eagle flight from Santo Domingo to Puerto Rico. Now we’re on the plane, mixing with ‘them.’ Of course, we are one of them, all souls, all suffering, anxious about the delay but hopeful now.”

In a crisis I may prove weak and fail, but prayer is the way.”

Never disturbed. Free of all pains.
The next time your tooth hurts or you
can’t sleep because mosquitoes are chewing at you,
remember it, and sit up and chant.”

The Servant Doing His Bit

My service in Berbice
is two classes a day and at least
two meetings a day with devotees
who express their troubles.
In the class I feel strong.
impartial and conclusive.
I say, ‘The path of devotional service
is like a razor’s edge.’
But in the private meetings it’s harder.

What if the roles were switched,
and I were stuck in Guyana
and couldn’t get along with my temple president?
What if I needed money, a wife and was quarrelsome?
If a sannyasi told me to depend on Krishna,
and to chant the holy names, would I be inspired?
After he left would I forget him
and fall back into back-biting, lamenting and selling
cassettes and paintings to support my family?
Could I hope for a better next life?

And what will I do now with my own karma,
guarding my money and plane tickets and advising everyone
to chant the holy names?
At this rate how will I enter
the inner life of a Prabhupada follower?”

I have received the privilege of a cup of milk from the Hare Krishna cow who lives in the backyard with her calf. In return, I’m expected to give the milk of transcendental knowledge.”

Kaustubha Prabhu:

From a class at the Bhakti Garden in Philadelphia:

When we surrender, we are giving up our attempts to avoid the truth. We are surrendering to the truth, and that is a good thing.

If you read the Bhagavad-gita every day, it will change your life. That is what we learned from Wisdom of the Sages. Reading the Bhagavatam every day changed the lives of our audience, and it changed our lives.

We have started Gita Collective for those want to study the Gita every day.

Jaya Sita Devi Dasi:

From a conversation at Philadelphia Ratha-yatra:

I have to give up consistently being inconsistent.

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This verse, which appears twice in Bhagavad-gita almost verbatim, lists important elements of bhakti, the devotional service of the Lord. Sometimes Srila Prabhupada, commenting on the verse, said we just have to do these four things.

man-mana bhava mad-bhakto

mad-yaji mam namaskuru
mam evaisyasi satyam te
pratijane priyo ’si me

Always think of Me, become My devotee, worship Me and offer your homage unto Me. Thus you will come to Me without fail. I promise you this because you are My very dear friend.” (Bhagavad-gita 18.65, the first lines also in appear in Bhagavad-gita 9.34)