Diary of a Traveling Sadhaka, Vol. 14, No. 21
By Krishna-kripa das
(November 2018, part one)
New York City
(Sent from Yuga Dharma Ashram in New York City on November 16, 2018)
Where I Went and What I Did
I
continued staying in New York City at the Yuga Dharma Ashram and
attending its six-hour daily harinamas.
I
also observed Govardhan Puja at the Ashram in uptown Manhattan, at
Radha Govinda Mandir in Brooklyn, and the Bhakti Center on the Lower
East Side, and I
celebrated Srila
Prabhupada’s disappearance day at the Yuga Dharma Ashram and
attended the Radha Govinda Mandir Sunday feast program that night.
I
also gave Bhagavad-gita
class
and led kirtan and “Damodarastakam” at 26 Second Avenue on the
first Saturday in November.
I
share quotes from a lecture by Srila Prabhupada and from his
Srimad-Bhagavatam.
I
share excerpts from Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami’s Every
Day, Just Write, Volume 18 and
his Free
Write Journal, including
a sweet piece entitled, “The Glories of Lunchtime at 26 Second
Avenue.” I
share notes on lectures by Rama Raya, Vishnu-citta, Kalki, Natabara
Gauranga, and
Mahotsaha Prabhus at
the Yuga Dharma Ashram.
I share in a separate section before “Insights,” glorifications
of Srila Prabhupada on the occasion of his disappearance day, by members of
the Yuga Dharma Ashram.
Many
thanks to Sasha Prabhu, who is assisting Atmanivedana Prabhu in
running the 26 Second Avenue program when he is absent, for his kind
donation. Thanks
to Lee for playing the drum for me at 26 Second Avenue in both
kirtanas.
Thanks
to Divyangi Devi Dasi for the many photos of the Yuga Dharma Ashram
harinama
party.
Thanks to Hare
Krishna NYC for the photos of our 26 Second Avenue program and to the
Bhakti Center for their photo of me offering a lamp to Damodara
during their Govardhan Puja festival.
Itinerary
October
1–: New York City Yuga Dharma Harinama Party
November
23–24: The Festival of the Holy Name in Alachua, Florida
December
1: Vyasa-puja of Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami in Stuyvesant Falls
December
8: Bhagavad-gita
class at 26 Second Avenue
December
24: Albany, New York, for Christmas Eve
January
8–17: FSU Tallahassee
January
18–20: BI Gainesville Consciousness Conference
January
21: Gainesville Martin Luther King Day parade
January
27: Tampa Gasparilla Pirate Parade harinama
Chanting
Hare Krishna with the NYC Yuga Dharma Ashram Harinama Party
The
first day of November we were blessed with a bit of warm weather so
we chanted Hare
Krishna at
our usual venue in
Union Square Park. Then it got cold, and we chanted in different
subway stations such as
Penn Station,
Times Square,
Union Square,
Grand Central,
and Jackson Heights / Roosevelt Ave.
Since we are running low on the pamphlets I usually distribute, I spend more time dancing on harinama. We do not have many dancers so it is a way I can be useful. Sometimes passersby feel inspired to dance when they see someone dancing already. Thus they get devotional credit for dancing in the kirtana party of Lord Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu. Sacinananda Swami likes it when the devotees dance on harinama because people stop to watch, and thus they spend longer listening to the divine names.
On our Yuga Dharma Ashram harinamas in New York City we had two visiting kirtaniyas chant with us in the first half of November, Madhuri Pura Prabhu and Sundar Nitai Prabhu.
On
November 1, Madhuri Pura Prabhu, formerly a member of our Yuga Dharma
Ashram party but now chanting kirtan at yoga centers around the
nation, chanted Hare Krishna at Union Square during a short visit to
New York City, and three girls danced briefly
(https://youtu.be/gnQWvTND2y0):
On
November 13, Sundar Nitai Prabhu of Ireland, en route between Dublin
and Mexico City to join Harinama Ruci, chanted
Hare Krishna at Union Square subway station, and a guy waiting for a
subway played
the shakers (https://youtu.be/8Zmma3Rprso):
Later
while Sundar
Nitai Prabhu was
chanting
Hare Krishna, two guys danced
with Mahotsaha Prabhu as their friend filmed
it (https://youtu.be/M0tJ8_oIz9o):
Yuga
Dharma Ashram harinama
devotees continued inviting passersby who showed some interest in our
chanting or our literature to offer a lamp to Lord Damodara, Krishna
in the form of a child, as recommended in this sacred month of
Karttika, and many did, including buddies, spouses, and even a mom
and her kids. The revealed literature states, “A person who offers
a lamp to Lord Krishna during Karttika attains the eternal spiritual
world where there is no suffering” (https://youtu.be/f6jFQaRaTz0):
One
young lady speaking to me at the book table in Union Square subway
station asked, “Did I see you at FSU?”
I
replied, “Yes. I
sing on the campus there in the winter.”
She
graduated from there last year, and she attended the Krishna Lunch on
occasion. Now she works in finance in New York City.
At
Penn Station subway station one day a man, perhaps about fifty years
old, sat down on the ground cross-legged in front of our party to
listen to the chanting. I offered him a chair,
but he did not want it. Then I offered him a cushion which he
accepted. I talked to him and learned that he was a Quaker from
Annapolis Friends Meeting in
Maryland.
He is involved in interfaith, and to get the Hindu perspective he had
used Srila Prabhupada’s Bhagavad-gita
As It Is. He
and his interfaith group have come up with thirty-three items in
common to all major religions. I showed him my favorite verses in
Srimad-Bhagavatam
and
Sri
Isopanishad, and
he purchased both books. Most amazing to me was he listened to the
kirtan for a whole hour. He said it was just what he needed to become
free from the stress of riding the subways. I
told him different options for Hare Krishna food in New York City. He
said he would send me what his
interfaith group
had taken from the Hindu tradition so I could verify its accuracy. A
few
days
later he sent me a kirtana recording that
someone shared with him which he liked. I look forward to
corresponding with him in the future.
Mahotsaha
Prabhu had an animated conversation with a very jovial priest.
Although posing nicely with different books, he did not actually take
one, saying that he had too many books already. He did recognize the
Bhagavad-gita,
having
read it before, and he picked it up, and pointing it he said, “This
is the best book.”
One friendly old man I talked to told me that once he had driven Srila Prabhupada to the Jagannatha festival in New York City. He said that his name was Arjuna, and he was a disciple of Satchidananda. He gave a five-dollar donation but refused a book saying that he had more books than he could read. I offered him a Jagannatha sticker to remember Lord Jagannatha and Srila Prabhupada, and he accepted that.
One
progressive feature I noticed during our harinamas
in
the beginning of November is that a lot of devotees who are not
regular members of our party but come a handful of times a month
tried their hand at distributing Srila Prabhupada’s books,
encouraged by our book distributors, Mahotsaha Prabhu and Divyangi
Devi Dasi. In the following photos, you can see some of them in
action:
Madhavi
Devi Dasi from Russia
Samarpita
Radhika Devi Dasi
Samarpita
Radhika’s daughter, Radha
Vinny
As
usual Rama Raya Prabhu led many kirtans on our Yuga Dharma harinamas
with
a lot of devotional energy that got both devotees and passersby to
dance.
Here
Rama Raya Prabhu chants at Times Square subway station, and Krishna
Prasad Prabhu and a man dance (https://youtu.be/JNv0XUgYvl8):
Rama
Raya Prabhu chants Hare Krishna in Jackson Heights / Roosevelt Avenue
subway station, and passersby play shakers and dance
(https://youtu.be/S_iw9m4kg-s):
Rama
Raya Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at Union Square subway station, and
Mahotsaha Prabhu and two onlookers dance
(https://youtu.be/AJdIlm0W9BI):
Rama
Raya Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at Times Square subway station, and a
guy dances with Natabara Gauranga Prabhu
(https://youtu.be/2xdc9dYCSGk):
Rama
Raya Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at Union Square, and Mahotsaha Prabhu
dances (https://youtu.be/YKN7DYlwRT0):
Kaliya
Krishna Prabhu chants Hare Krishna in Jackson Heights, and a passerby
dances enthusiastically (https://youtu.be/3XWcUK6mYAc):
Kaliya
Krishna Prabhu chants in Union Square subway station, and a lady
happily dances with devotees (https://youtu.be/2f9loLHx2ks):
Padmalaya
Devi Dasi chants Hare Krishna in Union Square subway station, and a
young lady, who drums on a bucket in the same station, dances in the
background (https://youtu.be/gT24VlUFGJw):
Padmalaya
Devi Dasi chants Hare Krishna in Times Square, and kids play shakers
and devotees dance (https://youtu.be/nuO-XK6WnS4):
Kaliya
Krishna Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at Grand Central subway station
(https://youtu.be/FhEElJ2WU70):
Jayesa
Prabhu chants Hare Krishna in Jackson Heights / Roosevelt Ave. subway
station, and an Indian MTA employee offers a donation, after having
danced briefly to the kirtan (https://youtu.be/6ROeqR_vvMU):
Govardhan
Puja in New York City
We
celebrated Govardhan Puja at our Yuga Dharma Ashram, where we are
fortunate to always have Rama Raya Prabhu’s Govardhan-sila as our
supreme deity.
Devotees
made a hill of prasadam, and we circumambulated it along with
Giri-Govardhan, chanting Hare Krishna as usual. The feast was
awesome. I recall especially the curd vegetable dish, the pakoras,
and the chutneys. After the feast I made it on time for harinama,
but it was a challenge as the feast made me feel sleepy for two
and a half hours. I was amazed to see Divyangi Devi Dasi distributing
books the entire afternoon in spite of the effects of eating a large
feast just before.
In
the evening several of us went to the Radha Govinda Mandir in
Brooklyn, now under official ISKCON management, where the size of the
hill was a bit diminished due to the recent
sudden change in management, but not as much as I feared. Different
people got to lead kirtana from previous years,
which I thought was a good thing:
Acyuta
Gopi Devi Dasi chants Hare Krishna in Radha Govinda Mandir in
Brooklyn on Govardhan Puja (https://youtu.be/TBoIcMilkpo):
Visiting
Srila Prabhupada disciple, Sunanda Prabhu, chants Hare Krishna in
Radha Govinda Mandir in Brooklyn on Govardhan Puja
(https://youtu.be/krgAK9mPOiM):
The
Bhakti Center observed Govardhan Puja two days later, on Saturday.
They did a drama which I caught the end of, and they had a nice
feast.
I
offered a lamp to Damodara there.
Offerings
to Srila Prabhupada on
the Anniversary of His Disappearance
Rama
Raya Prabhu decided to have our own celebration of Srila Prabhupada’s
Disappeance Day at our ashram, as he worried going to the program at
Radha Govinda Mandir would delay our harinama. Thus we missed
hearing some of the local Prabhupada disciples speak, but we did get
to make our own offerings which we otherwise would not.
Rama
Raya Prabhu:
For
us in ISKCON it is clear that pleasing Srila Prabhupada is the way to
get Krishna’s mercy.
“Srila
Prabhupada was showing that one should preach with every breathe he
had.” (Srila
Prabhupada-lilamrita)
Bhisma
left this world in the personal presence of Krishna, and Srila
Prabhupada left this world in the presence of Krishna in the form of
His holy name. (Srila
Prabhupada-lilamrita)
Not
only did Srila Prabhupada teach how to live, but he taught how to
die.
There
is evidence that Maharaja Pariksit left his body before Tarsaka, the
snake bird, bit it.
The
acaryas
are all like trustees of the mission of the Supreme Lord. They are working
together.
Krishna-kripa
das:
To
glorify Srila Prabhupada, I share one letter that Srila Prabhupada
wrote in which he tells of the miracle Krishna worked through him:
“I
am very, very happy to hear from you all the good news about New York
centre.
“Yes, from the very beginning I went to New York because I thought that Krishna Consciousness is the most important idea in the world, so let me go to that place, New York, which is the most important city in the world, and if I am able to do anything for Krishna and my Spiritual Master, even I am at the fag-end of my life, at least let me try for it there.
“So my dreams have all come true, and all of you nice boys and girls are getting the credit. When I was alone in your New York, I was thinking, who will listen to me in this horrible, sinful place? All right, I shall stay little longer, at least I can distribute a few of my books, that is something.
“But Krishna was all along preparing something I could not see, and He brought you to me one by one, sincere American boys and girls, to be trained-up for doing the work of Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu. Now I can see that it is a miracle.
“Otherwise, your city of New York, one single old man, with only a few books to sell for barely getting eatables, how he can survive, what to speak of introducing God-consciousness movement for saving the humankind? That is Krishna’s miracle. Now I can see it.” (Letter to Sudama on December 23, 1972, from Bombay)
“Yes, from the very beginning I went to New York because I thought that Krishna Consciousness is the most important idea in the world, so let me go to that place, New York, which is the most important city in the world, and if I am able to do anything for Krishna and my Spiritual Master, even I am at the fag-end of my life, at least let me try for it there.
“So my dreams have all come true, and all of you nice boys and girls are getting the credit. When I was alone in your New York, I was thinking, who will listen to me in this horrible, sinful place? All right, I shall stay little longer, at least I can distribute a few of my books, that is something.
“But Krishna was all along preparing something I could not see, and He brought you to me one by one, sincere American boys and girls, to be trained-up for doing the work of Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu. Now I can see that it is a miracle.
“Otherwise, your city of New York, one single old man, with only a few books to sell for barely getting eatables, how he can survive, what to speak of introducing God-consciousness movement for saving the humankind? That is Krishna’s miracle. Now I can see it.” (Letter to Sudama on December 23, 1972, from Bombay)
Vishnu-citta
Prabhu:
I
am always amazed how Srila Prabhupada’s writing is
so
relevant, especially to young people in modern society.
Before
encountering Srila Prabhupada’s translations, I thought Harry
Potter had more to offer me than the Vedic texts.
Reading
Bhagavad-gita As
It Is I
found that Bhagavad-gita
was for the first time understandable for me.
Srila
Prabhupada-lilamrita
planted the idea in my head that I could be a brahmacari
or
full time devotee. When searching for a guru, I would compare his
speaking with Srila Prabhupada’s mood and message which I learned
from Srila
Prabhupada-lilamrita.
Kalki
Prabhu:
Srila
Prabhupada explains important truths in such a way people can
understand them.
Before
encountering Srila Prabhupada, I was looking at different leaders in
hopes of inspiration, but they always had some defect.
Mahotsaha
Prabhu:
Praghosa
Prabhu told Kaliya Krishna Prabhu he always wanted to get Srila
Prabhupada’s association, so he decided to do lots of book
distribution. For one year, he was number in book distribution, and
he ultimately got Srila Prabhupada’s association.
Jayesa
Prabhu:
“It
is said that great personalities almost always accept voluntary
suffering because of the suffering of people in general. This is
considered the highest method of worshiping the Supreme Personality
of Godhead, who is present in everyone’s heart.”
(Srimad-Bhagavatam
8.7.44).
You, Srila Prabhupada, exemplify this.
Srila
Prabhupada is still present and even appears in the dreams of those
who are not his followers. One book distributor was showing a book to
someone, and when the person saw the photo of Srila Prabhupada in it,
he said, “That man appeared in my dreams.”
Krishna
Prasad Prabhu:
By
our preaching in New York the whole world will benefit as everyone
follows New York.
I
pray to be an instrument at the feet of Srila Prabhupada and of the
divine personalities following him.
Ryan:
I
did not know my father as
he died when I was young.
Srila
Prabhupada is a father figure for me now. He himself had such an
ideal father, Gour Mohan, that he was fired up with Krishna
consciousness even has a kid.
He
is educating me through his books and lectures.
The
emptiness I felt not
having a father is more than filled. I do not think I could ever
leave Srila Prabhupada because I do not want that void to return.
Sasha:
The
Prabhupada
book [the
abridged Srila
Prabhupada-lilamrita]
and
the Hare Krishna!
film
have been incarnations of Prabhupada who have inspired me.
Bhaktivinoda
Thakura said,
“He
reasons ill who tells that Vaisnavas die / When thou art living still
in sound! / The Vaisnavas die to live, and living try / To spread the
holy name around!” Srila Prabhupada is such a Vaishnava.
Our
harinama goes
to 7:30 p.m., and since my subway train was delayed, I did not reach
Radha Govinda Mandir till 8:10 p.m. Thus I missed whatever speaking
had been done earlier in glorification of Srila Prabhupada.
Acyuta
Gopi Devi Dasi and
some friends were still chanting
Hare Krishna in
the temple room (https://youtu.be/Ph4l-_X44c0):
I
listened for a while and took the feast so I would not stay out too
late.
Our
new ashram unfortunately ends up being an hour by subway from Radha
Govinda Mandir, although the MTA says it need only take 47 minutes to return from there.
I
recall the kachoris
at both feasts, ours and the one in Brooklyn. Srila Prabhupada is
famous for loving kachoris
in his youth. I made laddus
for
the feast at our ashram. It was a sacrifice as I did it during my nap
time and thus was tired during harinama.
I
like to make sweets for the festivals in general and felt bad I had
missed doing one for Govardhan Puja being busy with proofreading work
and catching up on other things.
Lecture at the 26 Second Avenue
If you want to hear the lecture (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yZL5JCs_a4):
Insights
Srila
Prabhupada:
From
a class on Srimad-Bhagavatam
1.1.2
in Caracas on February 24, 1975:
“In
Sanskrit language or in Vedic literature, dharma means the
characteristics which cannot be changed.”
“Our
real characteristic is to serve God, but we have given up the service
of God; therefore, we are now engaged in the service of the senses.”
“Sukadeva
Gosvami is the realized person. He is liberated, realized person.
Therefore, to hear Bhagavatam
from him is immediately delicious and effective.”
“Srimad-Bhagavatam
defines mukti as this: muktir
hitva anyatha rupam sva-rupena vyavasthitih
(Srimad-Bhagavatam
2.10.6), means mukti
means giving up, giving up our unreal engagement and to be situated
in the real, original characteristic engagement. For our original
characteristic, that we are eternal servant of God, Krishna, if we
are situated in that platform or eternal platform, serving Krishna,
that is mukti.
Mukti means
give up the false conception of life and take the real conception of
life. That is mukti.”
“We
are following Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu, and therefore His instruction
should be followed. What is it? Na
dhanam:
‘I don’t want any wealth, material wealth,’ na
dhanam. Na janam:
‘I don’t want any so-called followers.’ Then, na
sundarim kavitam:
‘Neither I want a very beautiful wife.’ ‘Then what do You want?
These are the material things everyone wants.’ No,
mama janmani janmanisvare bhavatad bhaktih:
‘Even I don’t want liberation.’ Liberation means there is no
more janma.
But He said, janmani
janmani:
‘Life after life, I want to be engaged in Your devotional service.’
This is real characteristic, and that should be followed. So this is
the essence of Vedic knowledge.”
“Because
why a devotee shall aspire after liberation? As soon as a bhakta,
he is already liberated. That is stated in the Bhagavad-gita,
mam
ca yo ’vyabhicarena bhakti-yogena yah sevate sa gunan samatityaitan
brahma-bhuyaya kalpate
(Bhagavad-gita
14.26) ‘He, anyone who is engaged in pure devotional service, he is
transcendental to all these three qualities of the material world,
and he is situated in the Brahman platform.’ Liberation means to be
situated on the Brahman platform. So for a bhakta
the liberation is already there.”
From
Srimad-Bhagavatam
1.1.9,
purport:
“Spiritual
well-being is automatically followed by material well-being. The
acaryas
therefore give directions in spiritual well-being for people in
general.”
From
Srimad-Bhagavatam 8.19.17:
“In
the material world, all distresses are due to extravagance.”
Satsvarupa
Dasa Goswami:
From
Every Day, Just Write, Volume 18:
“I’m
improvising
making
up my lecture based on what we read and
hear.
TKG unwinds a lecture like that. You can say,
‘No
preparation,’ but this whole life is a preparation
and
the surrender of going into this one with no
prepared
script.”
“Now
deep is only
one
concord
your
peace God
do
whatever He says
the
taskmaster
agree
co-operate with the Almighty
or
you’ll be crushed
wheel
of time.”
“So
many errant thoughts
there
be
when
you take sannyasa
you
should be free.
Always
read the Gita
is our
code.
May
you be protected and
to
Krishna’s abode
enter
soon,
Swamiji.”
“whoever
you meet tell him of
Krishna
yourself
first”
From
Free Write Journal#12:
“One
time I wrote to Srila Prabhupada that I did not think myself a very
bold preacher. He wrote back that he too once thought he could not
speak, but by practice he gained confidence. Moreover, he said, we
are not cheating anyone when we speak, so you should not be hesitant
or ashamed. Prabhupada compared the devotee of the Lord to a servant
of the king. As the king is most honorable, so is his servant.”
“It
is stated that the spiritual master will always keep company with a
disciple as long as the disciple follows strictly the instructions of
the spiritual master.’
“The
Gayatri mantra advises us ‘to meditate on him being enthused.’
One time, when he was commenting on the word enthusiasm (utsaha)
as used in Rupa Gosvami’s Upadesamrta,
Srila Prabhupada gave himself as an example. He said, ‘How could I
have come to America at such an old age unless I was enthusiastic?’
He was enthusiastic to come to America because his guru ordered, and
when for a whole year he got almost no response in America, Srila
Prabhupada remained patient but still enthusiastic. That enthusiasm
can be heard on tape recordings of Prabhupada lecturing on the Lower
East Side, where his voice often cracks with earnestness to deliver
the message of Krishna consciousness.
Prabhupada
was so enthusiastic to write Srimad-Bhagavatam
that he would rise at 1:00 A.M. in the morning to do so. His
composing of his purports was the perfect example of combined
patience and enthusiasm. As he said, ‘Little drops of water wear
away the stone. In this way, I have written all these books.’
“‘Let
us meditate,’ the Gayatri mantra advises, and so one can continue
on his own, or in the association of devotees, to think about and
discuss the enthusiastic moods and activities of His Divine Grace
Srila Prabhupada. Prabhupada’s translation contains a particularly
interesting phrase, ‘Let us meditate on him being enthused as he
enthused us.’ A genuine disciple has become enthusiastic in
devotional service, and he knows that this is due to the enthusiasm
of his spiritual master.
“We
may meditate on how our enthusiastic spiritual master has transferred
this shakti
of utsaha
to us. Prabhupada said that the mother of one of his disciples,
Acyutananda, complained that her son used to lounge around the house
all the time and was unwilling to go on errands. But since he had
come to live with Swamiji, he was always enthusiastic to cook and run
any errands asked by his spiritual master. Srila Prabhupada was also
fond of a pamphlet produced by a Christian minister in Boston which
made reference to Srila Prabhupada’s enthusiastic disciples. This
minister wrote that he met a Hare Krishna devotee giving out
literature in the neighborhood of the church. The priest said, ‘These
are actually our boys, but previously they were never interested in
going to church. Now they have become mad after God.’ Srila
Prabhupada also said that it was only by the enthusiasm of his
disciples that the Krishna Consciousness Movement was spreading
around the world.
“When
we do not feel enthusiastic, let us meditate on the enthusiasm of
Srila Prabhupada. Let it ignite within us our natural enthusiasm to
serve Krishna. This is krishna-ananda,
which motivates all the thoughts and activities of a pure devotee of
the Lord. Whether he is grave and silent, or dancing in the kirtana
of Lord Caitanya, whether he is being honored by many followers, or
treated as an outcast, the pure Vaishnava is always merged in
enthusiasm and bliss. Let us meditate upon him being enthused, just
as he enthused us.”
From
Free Write Journal#13
and 14:
“Krishna’s
lifting of Govardhana Hill was the first time that the cowherd men
and women all witnessed Krishna’s miraculous prowess. Previously,
with the killing of Putana, Sakatasura, Trnavarta, Aghasura and
Bakasura, the grownups didn’t believe that the little child Krishna
had vanquished the demons. But they believed He was protected by Lord
Vishnu. Krishna’s young cowherd boyfriends witnessed all the
miracles, but the elders didn’t believe them, especially when the
boys witnessed Krishna uprooting the twin Arjuna trees and delivering
two demigods. The boys tried to convince the Vrajavasis of what had
happened, but they were not believed. Govardhana, however, was
different. The whole population of Vrndavana, with their cows, saw
seven-year-old Krishna holding the hill on the pinkie of His left
hand for seven days. They couldn’t deny that it was child Krishna
holding up the hill.”
“It’s
one thing to follow veganism for oneself, but to look upon devotees
who drink milk as inferior is offensive. Veganism is a new
‘religion.’ Vegans often take a “holier-than-thou” attitude,
which works against humility.”
From “The Glories of Lunchtime at 26 Second Avenue” in Free
Write Journal#13 and
14:
“One
of the nicest times with the Swami was when we all came together to
eat lunch. At the beginning, a group of regulars would attend the
Swami’s lecture, but as soon as the kirtana
was over, each person would go back to his apartment and his separate
life. But once we ate together, it created an intimacy.
“Let
me remember it again: I come in just a few minutes after one o’clock,
straight from the welfare office. I’m not exactly late, but lunch
is already underway. I am a little anxious and hungry. I want to be
sure I get a plate.
“‘Satsvarupa,
come on!’
“They
make a space for me, and I sit down near the wall. The rug has been
rolled back, and we sit on the bare parquet floors. There is one row
of eaters along the three walls, and then another half-circle of
people in the center of the room. In the center of everything,
sitting just to the right of the low table with the Pañca-tattva
picture, is the Swami.
“Kirtanananda
comes in with capatis
and says, ‘Everybody has to take at least two helpings. Right,
Swamiji?’
“‘Yes,’
Swamiji says, ‘Eat more.’
“Swamiji
himself is eating. He mixes the different preparations together with
his right hand – pours the dal
onto the rice and then mixes the rice with the dal
with his fingers, then pushes the sabji
into the rice and takes the capati
and pushes everything together. He eats quickly, while everything is
still warm, and he continues to mix it. It’s almost like he’s
tasting with his hand as well as with his mouth and eyes. The Swami’s
eating was another art which was new and fascinating to us. We all
eat with our right hands, just like Swamiji. It’s joyful, but
serious business, chewing meditatively and relishing.
“‘This
is very succulent!’
“Others
praise the food.
“Swamiji
says, ‘I can teach you many preparations. I’ve only taught a
few.’
“.
. . Aromas of food from the kitchen, the smell of hot rice as it goes
on everyone’s plate, and the vegetables and the capatis
and the butter and the combined good dinner aroma. Eating first and
talking second. But there is talk also. The Swami is usually quiet,
especially at the peak of the eating. But sometimes Hayagriva is
talking about American poetry, Walt Whitman or Emily Dickinson, and
Raya Rama has something to say about that.
“After
a while, the Swami looks up and asks, ‘Raphael, when will you fix
the door lock?’
“And,
‘Stryadhisa, how is your mother?’
“An
old acquaintance, Mr. Nelson, has come, and the Swami is glad to see
him. Some who come to see him are a bit eccentric, and some aren’t
serious devotees, but Swamiji is always cordial to them. He invites
everyone to eat, and eat more.
“I
like sitting cross-legged in front of my dish. I’m hungry, and I
like it when it is hot. I never liked hot rice before. Rice was
something my mother would be embarrassed to give you. It was for poor
people or Chinese. But wow! This was good, rice and vegetable, and
you touch it with your hand. Kirtanananda’s capatis
are like pancakes. The Swami calls them rotis.
“I
ask, ‘How do you make the capatis
come out like this?’
“Kirtanananda
laughs and says, ‘Swamiji showed me.’
Everyone
is eating away or passing their plates in for seconds or thirds.
We’re all sitting on the same level as the Swami and looking over
to him. The Swami leans slightly over his plate, and there he is –
the heart of the new Krishna conscious life which you’ve adopted.
His clothes are humble, whatever khadi he brought from India, with
inexpensive provisions that we bought him, t-shirts or jerseys from
the Orchard Street markets. Although he is the guru, there is no
elevated seat. He is barefoot and eating the same prasadam
as everyone. When he finishes, Swamiji gets up and walks across the
room and washes his hands in the bathroom, and then goes to his own
room. We begin to finish up also. This is a good time for sneaking in
to see Swamiji to ask him a question or get some more typing.”
Rama
Raya Prabhu:
Srila
Prabhupada once said, “You have seen the glitter, but my spiritual
master is the gold.”
We
want to be recognized as a devotee not a karmi,
jnani, or
yogi.
Jayananda
Prabhu once said, “I wanted to work for Srila Prabhupada because I
knew he would not cheat me.”
In
Sri Bhaktisiddhanta
Vaibhava Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati Thakura is quoted as saying, “To call a sadhaka [a spiritual practitioner] a
siddha [a perfected being] will destroy bhakti [devotion].”
Once
when Rupanuga Prabhu asked what to say to new people, Srila
Prabhupada said, “Whatever you say, if you get them to chant Hare
Krishna, what you said was good.”
Srila
Prabhupada said this Krishna consciousness movement is meant to give
everyone the chance to practice devotional service at least for
sometime.
The
grhastha ashram
has a built-in obsolescence clause in it.
In
addition to Diwali being the day that Rama returned to His kingdom
after conquering Ravana, Diwali is also the day that Mother Yashoda
bound Krishna in His Damodara form.
Comment
by Vishnu-citta Prabhu: Diwali is also the day that Krishna killed
Narakasura and that Vamanadeva received the three paces of land which
spanned the entire universe from Bali Maharaja.
If
someone does not reply, it may be he has some purpose behind it, and
usually it is a lesson in humility.
Sticking
to the version of Vyasadeva helps us control our mind and senses.
The
Lord has His plan to dismantle everyone’s false ego.
One
devotee who joined in Buffalo was a bit eccentric and hard to deal
with so he was sent to Boston. The devotees there also experienced
difficulty with him, and wrote Srila Prabhupada, who advised them to
be tolerant and patient. That devotee became Kusakratha Prabhu, who
did great service translating so many of the previous acaryas
writings
into English. He would include Srila Prabhupada’s translations of
verses referred to in the commentaries. Knowledgeable people who read
Kusakratha’s books found them to have captured the proper rasa.
It
is an important point that Krishna, after returning to the spiritual
world, leaves His dhama
[his
earthly abode] in this world so people can take shelter there.
Govardhan
provides a stage for Krishna to enact His pastimes.
Mother
Yashoda is the leader of grass-fed cow advocates.
Srila
Prabhupada said that because we are engaged in continuous harinama
sankirtana we
are living in Vrindavan and nowhere else.
Those
who can chant the pure holy name should lead the kirtan.
Gopiparanadhana
Prabhu wrote most of the purports to the Tenth Canto.
Govardhan
was in such ecstasy being touched by Krishna, He did not feel the
thunderbolts of Indra.
Vraja-vilasa-stava
nicely relates Vrindavan lilas.
Raghunatha
Dasa Goswami prays to Govardhan repeatedly, “Please grant me
residence near to You that is so dear to me.”
Govardhan
is worshiped to let us enter into the pastimes of Radha and Krishna.
Govardhan
is called the tilaka
mark
of Vraja.
Deity
worship is not for showing off.
Lord
Caitanya gave Raghunatha Dasa Goswami a Govardhan sila,
and
not any Govardhan sila,
but
His personal Govardhan sila
that
He had worshiped for a number of years and which was wet with the
water of His tears.
When
we get a Govardhan sila
we
should not think that Krishna is becoming mine but rather that I am
becoming Krishna’s.
People
think that the devotees are sycophants, but they are actually important
benefactors of human society.
Krishna
needs us to have spiritual bodies because He is not attracted to
material bodies. He awards us a spiritual body for His pleasure.
We
dress the deities of Radha and Krishna so beautifully that They will
be mutually attracted to each other.
Instead
of simple living and high thinking, today we have very complicated
living and very simple thinking, practically no thinking at all.
On
his tour of the newly opened Vrindavan temple Srila Prabhupada told his
disciples, “I have come five thousand miles to tell you there is a
pigeon’s nest in the chandelier.”
Srila
Prabhupada did not like his disciples to criticize each other. He
wanted them to cooperate.
We
learn in Chapter One of Srimad-Bhagavatam
how
to propitiate the acarya
for
transcendental enlightenment.
On
book distribution, externally we may be flattering the people we
approach but internally we are praying to the Supersoul in their
heart that they may take a book.
Vishnu-citta
Prabhu:
One
who does not preach does not fully realize every soul is an eternal
servant of Krishna.
A
Vaishnava realizes that if he does not tell people they are eternal
servants of Krishna then no one will, so he has a burning desire to
preach.
By
the mercy of the infinite, the finite can understand the infinite
Supreme Lord.
Yashoda
does not feel competent to chastise the Supreme Lord because she was
proud but because of her affection.
It
can be said there is no difference between the sun and the sunlight,
yet because the sun is the source of the sunlight, there is a difference.
To
become free from birth, death, disease, and old age, you have to
become free from sense gratification, and that is not an easy task.
The
secret of success is satisfying the spiritual master. Why? Because
ultimately we want to please Krishna, and Krishna is pleased when His
representatives are pleased.
Gopiparanadhana
Prabhu, in setting the mood for his Sanskrit school, said, “Our
duty is to understand how Srila Prabhupada has perfectly presented
the message of the previous acaryas.”
We
are so insignificant compared to the great Vaishnava acaryas
[spiritual
masters], we
cannot criticize them.
The
jnana-yoga people
do not like to do service. They like to sit and speculate.
The
secret of being happy in Krishna consciousness is to please the
spiritual master.
Shyamananda
Prabhu toward the end of his life told his followers, “The Lord has
ordered me to return the spiritual world. Do not try to cure me.
Engage in the sankirtana
of
the holy names.”
Comment
by Rama Raya Prabhu: As Krishna does not come primarily to kill the
demons but to enliven the devotees, we, as Krishna’s
representatives, primarily want to encourage those people out there
who are looking for spiritual life.
It
was Jahnava Mata who requested Srinivasa Acarya to take charge of the
distribution the books of the Six Goswamis.
Kalki
Prabhu:
In
this society you can be a teacher if you have the required degrees,
but your character when you are not in the institution is not
considered. The Vedic understanding is that teacher must always be of good
character.
The
sages are humble and are eager to learn about Krishna, both for
themselves and for others.
Those
who teach the spiritual knowledge of the Srimad-Bhagavatam
are
benefited by it as well as those who hear it. A kindergarten teacher
may teach 1 + 1 = 2, but he does not really benefit by explaining that knowledge
himself, yet the Bhagavatam
speaker
feels spiritually nourished by explaining the Bhagavatam.
Sukadeva
Goswami did not put forward his qualifications. Rather people
recognized his qualifications and gave him the post of speaker in a
natural way.
Going
to holy places is important because saints frequent the holy places
and one can learn by hearing from them.
Srila
Prabhupada would not just answer the questions of the reporters but try
to enlighten them in Krishna consciousness at the same time.
It
is better to be immune from a disease than to be temporarily cured.
By becoming Krishna conscious one does not have to take on a
material body and suffer any disease, so that is better than just curing a
disease.
Once
Vishnujana once told Srila Prabhupada that people are too agitated to
read his books. Srila Prabhupada explained that is why we need
varnasrama: to
give people facility to live a peaceful life so they can be able read
the books.
Natabara
Gauranga Prabhu:
As
you cannot come to end of the glories of the Lord the same is true
for the Vaishnavas.
People
say Srila
Prabhupada
just gave the ABCs, but one with faith in the guru and the Lord has
all the imports of
the scriptures revealed.
We
should be fortunate to be an instrument. We should remember we are
always just instruments, then things will go smoother.
Mahotsaha
Prabhu:
We
are giving people a choice. Now they have one choice, maya,
but
by giving them the holy name and Srila Prabhupada’s books, we give
them the chance to choose Krishna.
In
the material world, if you give you end up with less, but in the spiritual world, if you give you end up with more. By giving away
love of God, we end up with more.
Krishna
says in Bhagavad-gita
that
lust, greed, and anger are gates to hell and one desiring
self-realization should give them up, but in our modern society these
things are encouraged.
One
famous guy was caught cheating on his wife when the wife looked at the
text messages on his phone. One techie created an app that just
displays messages for three seconds so that would not be possible,
and he named the app after that guy.
Historically
you can see that excessive sense gratification is the cause of the
overthrow of different empires. In the beginning people are hard
working and sincere, but later they became lazy and prone to sense
gratification, and then they are removed.
We
have to distribute Srila Prabhupada’s books in all parts of the
world so people come to realize that God is real and Krishna is God.
Comment
by Ryan: What is the value of people taking videos of us jokingly to
show their friends without any interest in the God consciousness we
are promoting?
Response
by Vishnu-citta Prabhu: They get freedom from sinful reactions by
hearing the holy name and a chance to associate with devotees again.
Response
by Ryan: I may be biased against them, since I came to Krishna
consciousness by seeking it out.
Response by Mahotsaha Prabhu: This life you may have come to Krishna by some conscious endeavor, but in your previous life you may have been one of those people who jokingly took a video of the Hare Krishnas to show your friends!
Response by Mahotsaha Prabhu: This life you may have come to Krishna by some conscious endeavor, but in your previous life you may have been one of those people who jokingly took a video of the Hare Krishnas to show your friends!
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prema
haite krishna haya nija bhakta-vasa
prema
haite paya krishnera seva-sukha-rasa
“The
Supreme Lord, who is greater than the greatest, becomes submissive to
even a very insignificant devotee because of his devotional service.
It is the beautiful and exalted nature of devotional service that the
infinite Lord becomes submissive to the infinitesimal living entity
because of it. In reciprocal devotional activities with the Lord, the
devotee actually enjoys the transcendental mellow of devotional
service.” (Sri
Caitanya-caritamrita, Adi-lila
7.145)