Friday, September 26, 2025

Travel Journal#21.38: Stuyvesant Falls and East Chatham

Diary of a Traveling Sadhaka, Vol. 21, No. 38 
By Krishna Kripa Das 
(Week 38: September 17–23, 2025)
Stuyvesant Falls and East Chatham 
(Sent from Philadelphia on September 27, 2025) 

Where I Went and What I Did

The thirty-eighth week of 2025, I lived at Viraha Bhavan, the ashram of Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami in Stuyvesant Falls.


I did the deity worship until his
pujari, Krsna Dasi returned. I also helped his care takers with different services like cleaning the kitchen, and I did some personal service for him. On Saturday evening I attended a kirtan program at Raghunath Prabhu’s Supersoul Farm.

I share quotes from Srila Prabhupada’s The Nectar of Devotion and a quote from one of his letters. I share quotes from a new collection of writings by Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami, called Among Friends, Journal and Poems, volume 1. I share comments by Sthita-dhi Muni and Krsna-bhajana Prabhus on a presentation I did on chapter 7 of Sadaputa Prabhu’s Maya: The World as Virtual Reality.

Many, many thanks to Nitai Prabhu for his very generous donation.

Itinerary

September 12–October ??: serve Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami 
– September 27: Philadelphia Ratha-yatra and Times Square Kirtan Festival 
September 28: ISKCON Schenectady Sunday Feast
October ??–December 31: NYC Harinam

Chanting Hare Krishna in Upstate New York

On Janmastami Prabhu’s last day here at Viraha Bhavan, we had four devotees chanting Hare Krishna in the evening kirtan (https://youtu.be/bCfLWd6gW7c):


|I knew Janmastami Prabhu from doing
harinama in several European cities, most recently Brussels (https://youtu.be/uk4t7P6GYi0?si=K3Ws9T-ch2PSN4HE):


He is replaced by Ojasvini Radha Devi Dasi, who did harinama with me in Berlin 6 years ago. She is wearing a pink top and distributing books in this video (https://youtu.be/O9mVezSUITA):

Nitai Prabhu, who prints many of Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami’s books in India, visited for a few days. He made a podcast-style interview with Maharaja about Vandanam, one of his books on prayers (https://youtu.be/8HRODfNFbBA):

Raghunath Prabhu, who is famous for his band, Shelter, and his podcast, Wisdom of the Sages, with Kaustubha Prabhu, has a property in East Chatham in Columbia County, New York, called Supersoul Farm. Often on Saturdays he does kirtan programs for the local community. He also hosts retreats on many weekends there.

We thought the kirtan was at 7 p.m., but it was at 7:30 p.m. Thus although thinking we were late, we were actually exactly on time. Almost everyone else was late, so I took advantage of the situation and grabbed the harmonium and chanted the evening tune of Hare Krishna for ten minutes until Raghunath Prabhu and the others came.

Here Bhaktivinoda Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at Supersoul Farm in East Chatham (https://youtu.be/QMNuF1SjW-g):

Keli Lalita Devi Dasi chants “Govinda Jaya Jaya” there too (https://youtu.be/sV7YivkIJw0):

Keli Lalita ended her kirtan with a Hare Krishna tune (https://youtu.be/S6TZMjpz7nQ):


Photos

The day before Krsna Dasi returned I dressed Radha Govinda for the last time.

I also decorated the altar with flowers, including the many roses which bloomed that day.

Ojasvini Radha Devi Dasi, who is a real pujari, made the turban. Guru Maharaja said it was better than mine but not as good as Krsna Dasi’s.

Krishnendu Prabhu impressed me by making five preps for our Ekadasi lunch. The desserts made the biggest impression on my mind.

There was buckwheat cake with a peanut butter / honey topping.

There were puffed lotus buds with coconut sugar and a sweet spice.

Ever wonder what the GPT means in ChatGPT?I decided to ask it:

Insights

Srila Prabhupada:

From The Nectar of Devotion, Chapter 13:

Rupa Gosvami has stated that five kinds of devotional activities – namely, residing in Mathura, worshiping the Deity of the Lord, reciting Srimad-Bhagavatam, serving a devotee and chanting the Hare Krishna mantra – are so potent that a small attachment to any one of these five items can arouse devotional ecstasy even in a neophyte.”

From The Nectar of Devotion, Chapter 20:

The particular loving mood or attitude relished in the exchange of love with the Supreme Personality of Godhead is called rasa, or mellow. The different types of rasa, when combined together, help one to taste the mellow of devotional service in the highest degree of transcendental ecstasy. Such a position, although entirely transcendental to our experience, will be explained in this section as far as possible, following in the footsteps of Srila Rupa Gosvami.

Without relishing some sort of mellow, or loving mood, in one’s activities, no one can continue to perform such activities. Similarly, in the transcendental life of Krishna consciousness and devotional service there must be some mellow, or specific taste, from the service. Generally this mellow is experienced by chanting, hearing, worshiping in the temple and being engaged in the service of the Lord. So when a person feels transcendental bliss, that is called ‘relishing the mellow.’ To be more clear, we may understand that the various feelings of happiness derived from discharging devotional service may be termed the ‘mellows’ of devotional service.

This relishing of transcendental mellow in discharging devotional service cannot be experienced by all classes of men because this sweet loving mood is developed only from one’s previous life’s activities or by the association of unalloyed devotees. As explained above, association with pure devotees is the beginning of faith in devotional service. Only by developing such faith in the association of a pure devotee, or by having in one’s previous life executed devotional activities, can one actually relish the mellow of devotional service. In other words, this transcendental bliss is not to be enjoyed by any common man unless he is so extraordinarily fortunate as to be in association with devotees or to be continuing his previous birth’s devotional activities.

The gradual process of development to the stage of devotional service is explained in Srimad-Bhagavatam, First Canto: ‘The beginning is to hear about Lord Krishna in the association of devotees who have themselves cleansed their hearts by association. Hearing about the transcendental activities of the Lord will result in one’s feeling transcendental bliss always.’ It is also explained in Bhagavad-gita that for one who has actually come to the spiritual platform, the first symptom visible will be that he is always joyful. This joyous life is attained by one’s reaction to reading Bhagavad-gita or Srimad-Bhagavatam, or else from associating with persons who are very interested in the spiritual life of Krishna consciousness – specifically those who have made the determination to achieve the favor of Govinda by being engaged in transcendental loving service at His lotus feet. Being encouraged by such a feeling, one who is constantly engaged in discharging the regulative principles of devotional service in such a way as to please the Supreme Personality of Godhead develops two principles of compelling force, which come under the heading of vibhava. Thus one enjoys transcendental bliss.”

From a letter on September 13, 1970:

In India our preaching work is going on. Practically everyday we have got an outside nice meeting. There is regular newspaper coverage, but the difficulty is that the whole country is now communist infected. People are in very much perturbed condition. All of them are expecting me to do something for ameliorating the situation, but I am simply advising them to chant Hare Krsna because this transcendental sound is the only panacea for all material diseases.”

Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami:

From Among Friends, Journal and Poems, Volume 1:

After all, the best devotees
beyond Sukadeva and Narada,
are the simple girls of Vrndavana.
Of the gopis Prabhupada said,
They never asked anything of Krishna!’
But they were not ordinary women.
May we all become
followers of those cowherd girls
who saved their love
for Radha and Krishna.”

Chanting Hare Krishna mantra together
in the dim room while bright light
emanates from the forms of the Deities—
is the best place in the universe.”

We can’t prevent our minds and eyes
from flitting and drooping,
but we thank You
for allowing us to bow down
and to taste Your caranamrta [water from bathing the Deities].”

[Comment by gurukula student] “There is even a hell for those who don’t believe in hell!”

But will I be reborn and have to become a boy again with teachers always telling me what to do and constant duties? Could I become a dog again, with gurukula boys shouting and hitting me with rocks? Why don’t I make more effort in my last decades in this body to get out once and for all, instead of gliding nonchalantly toward respectable old age?”

Please make me ready to do what I need for further surrender. If I can’t surrender all at once, as I should, please give me the next installments of surrender. Please hear my prayer that I want to be able to say, ‘Yes!’ to You. I want to receive you in my heart, Lord Krishna and Srila Prabhupada. I want to give up my own plans and pride. Please make me intelligent and strong enough to defeat the doubts. Lord, give me courage.”

I am not able to fully surrender; I admit it. I’m too afraid and too attached for that. And so I should not be harsh (and hypocritical) in my judgment of others who also don’t seem to fully surrender to Krishna. Don’t make fun of people’s funny human habits; you have some habits yourself, and you wish to be accepted without scorn. So be kind, smile; we’re only human. But we are following Prabhupada’s order, going with his protection, all the way.”

Evening Prayer

Please help us Lord, to have faith,
to be sincere devotees,
to help each other,
and to fulfill the mission of Prabhupada.
I’m writing this down to be with You.
Although I seem to talk to myself,
I know that You are here.
I want to live with You as my best friend.
Please make me a servant
of the servant of the servant of the Lord.”

To bow to Krishna and His devotee in Vrindavan is as common as stopping for a red light in California.”

Early this morning I took a glass of orange juice and immediately got indigestion which stayed with me all day. India is so strict. Ever since arriving here you have so little energy. And yet in Vrindavan I seem to have better spiritual intelligence. There is less danger of being ‘active foolish.’”

But we are all among the blessed, rare
followers of Prabhupada, Rupa, and Sanatana,
the philosopher-lovers of Radha-Krishna.
I pray to overlook the faults,
appreciate the deep,
sweet drinking water which is
the accessible well of ISKCON.” (Vrndavana Karttika 1989)

Being quiet and thinking of Krishna is a positive social act.”

Walking for japa 6:00 A.M. by Ramana-reti. A mangy dog approached me with gruff barking. I thought, ‘If you come any closer, you’ll get the end of this danda,’ and he went away. Madhu and I then circumambulated the Krishna-Balarama Tree. At the same spot there were two old Indian matajis bowing down in the sand. They smiled slightly at us. Then the same aggressive dog went up to the old lady. She was small and with no stick. To my surprise, she began speaking softly to the dog in low tones. He sat down before her, making gruff sounds. She then disentangled her hand from her bead bag, reached into another bag, pulled out a piece of food and threw it on the ground for the dog. By now we had passed her, and I saw this by looking back. Once again I saw that I had misunderstood the meaning of Vrindavan.”

While walking through soft sands of Ramana-reti chanting japa, a ‘voice’ within says, ‘Your chanting is nothing at all.’ I ask, ‘Who is saying that?’ I decide it’s the mind and that the mind has been ruining my japa for many years, undermining my confidence.”

The skeptical mind says, ‘You feel nothing when you chant. Just see. Twenty years of it and nothing.’ 
I reply, ‘Bug off monkey, out of my way! It may be twenty lifetimes, but I’m clinging to the hari-nama boat and not letting go. It’s my shelter in the worldly ocean. If you, dear mind, would cooperate, the chanting would be much better. But even if you do your worst, I won’t give up.’”

For improving japa I know what I have to do; it’s no mystery. I have to quiet my mind of its many passing concerns and simply hear the names Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare / Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare.”

Why do they play
pop bhajana tunes
blaring from a loudspeaker?
Why do some of them
cast hostile looks and jibbing words?
I don’t know. I only know
it’s like a covering of mud-scum
while the Yamuna flows on.”

Thank you, Prabhupada, for letting me
praise you daily in the classroom.
Today we discussed
how almost everything we do
bears your impression.
Like one of those sheep in Ireland
with the splash of red dye,
I’m marked as one of your flock.
I pray for a place
in your eternal retinue.”

I know nothing,
possess nothing
and I am nothing
except a servant of my master
who kindly accepts me,
but who wants me to do more.”

You can’t expect to always have
Krishna as Yours only
in a quiet place.”

Thanks for the troubles ahead by which I will be driven within to seek shelter of my Lord who promises Vaikuntha to His devotee.”

It’s Prabhupada’s mercy
that I can take gems from his books
and place them in a mosaic
of bhakti-yoga.

As one monk wrote: The simple, narrow life helps to protect the depths of the inner life.”

On the pack of ‘Priyanka Incense,’ made in Bangalore, the manufacturers have printed, ‘Excellent for the worship of God.’ Where else but India could they say it that way? Puja is a matter of fact. Little do they know, though, what they’re actually saying, or who is Bhagavan, and what constitutes His worship. Little do I know, as I light the incense and perform arati to Prabhupada. But I want to do it.”

O sentimental person,
you don’t deserve to think of Him,
but He has appeared in your mind
with mild playful smile;
His fingers extend as He plays the flute.”

The Lord who revealed the Vedas
who stands in the midst of the gopis,
resides in Gita-nagari.
He’s worshiped day and night
by followers of Prabhupada.
Go serve Him there.”

Reading is one of those basics of devotional service which will never leave us. When I think back as little as five years ago, much of what I was doing is now gone with the wind. The large zone I commanded, the car I drove in, the regional secretary who carried out my plans, the army of painting sellers and book distributors—the whole infrastructure has in many ways vanished. But the basics remain. Back then there was chanting and hearing, and there is still chanting and hearing. It is best to put energy into that which will never fail—and that which Srila Prabhupada has emphasized as most important. Every day I want a strong foundation of the basics (sravanam, kirtanam, vishnu-smaranam) and then I can carry out my intrepid plans, which may or may not be lasting.”

Sthita-dhi Muni Prabhu:

Comments on my Zoom talk on Chapter 7 of Sadaputa Prabhu’s Maya: The World as Virtual Reality:

One important question is: “Do hallucinatory drugs open us up to a existing realm not usually perceivable or do they create completely illusory images?”

You cannot suggest ghosts and visions are real to scientists, but . . .

Krsna-bhajana Prabhu:

Comments on my Zoom talk on Chapter 7 of Sadaputa Prabhu’s Maya: The World as Virtual Reality:

There are real life consequences for the atheistic point of view that religious experiences are all delusional.

Lots of people I talked to in the capacity of a counselor told me that they had seen ghosts.

There is no such thing as being objective in science.

The scientists are ready to discount the perceptions of vast numbers of people.

Raghunath Prabhu of Shelter and Wisdom of the Sages:

From a Saturday kirtan program at his Supersoul Farm:

The mantra does not just make the mind peaceful, it scrubs the mind of desires that will actually not satisfy us.”

It doesn’t matter if you are a good singer or not because the meditation is just like a cry of love from our heart.”

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In the Vedic literature, the best way to progress spiritually is clearly defined. There is no doubt about it. Brhan-naradiya Purana (38.126), which Lord Caitanya said his guru taught Him, is among the most emphatic verses in this connection.

harer nama harer nama

harer namaiva kevalam
kalau nasty eva nasty eva
nasty eva gatir anyatha

For spiritual progress in this Age of Kali, there is no alternative, there is no alternative, there is no alternative to the holy name, the holy name, the holy name of the Lord.”

We wish everyone well in his/her attempts to take shelter of a favorite name of the Lord, and thus achieve the love of God, which is the goal of this chanting.

Friday, September 19, 2025

Travel Journal#21.37: Syracuse, Albany, and Stuyvesant Falls

Diary of a Traveling Sadhaka, Vol. 21, No. 37
By Krishna Kripa Das
(Week 37: September 10–16, 2025)
Syracuse, Albany, and Stuyvesant Falls
(Sent from Stuyvesant Falls, New York, on September 20, 2025)

Where I Went and What I Did

The thirty-seventh week of 2025, I spent two days in Syracuse doing harinama at Syracuse University and giving lectures at Mantra Central and five days acting as a pujari for my guru’s deities in Stuyvesant Falls, both venues in Upstate New York. In between I chanted Hare Krishna for about an hour at the Albany-Rensselaer Amtrak station. There some Indian taxi cab drivers stopped by to talk. One played around with the harmonium. In addition to my pujari duties at Viraha Bhavan, the ashram of Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami, I would maintain a program of morning and evening kirtans. 


My friend, Janmastami Prabhu of Belgium, under the direction of Yadunandana Swami, was visiting for a month, and he joined me for almost every kirtan.

I share quotes from Srila Prabhupada’s Srimad-Bhagavatam, Sri Caitanya-caritamrita, and Teachings of Lord Kapila. I share quotes from Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami’s Journal and Poems, volume 1.

Many, many thanks to Rama Dasa Prabhu of Syracuse for his very generous donation. Thanks to Madhu Sri Prabhu, who regularly attends the ISKCON NYC Sunday feast and gave me a donation this and the previous week. Thanks to Partha Prabhu of Syracuse his donation of leftover euros.

Itinerary

September 12–October ??: serve Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami
September 21: ISKCON Schenectady Sunday Feast 
September 25–26: Philadelphia harinama
September 27: Philadelphia Ratha-yatra and Times Square Kirtan Festival 
September 28: ISKCON Schenectady Sunday Feast?
October ??–December 31: NYC Harinam

Chanting Hare Krishna in Upstate New York

Rama Dasa Prabhu, who is in charge of a small center in Syracuse called Mantra Central, invited me to come there and do harinama and give lectures.

Madhava Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at Syracuse University, I play the drum, and Rama Dasa Prabhu distributes books in the background (https://youtu.be/3Xs1ncsaWGk):


Rama Dasa Prabhu chants Hare Krishna at
the Mantra Central Wednesday program (https://youtu.be/HglefWqDtNs):


Janmastami Prabhu, who I know from doing harinama in Holland and Belgium, chants Hare Krishna in an evening kirtan at Viraha Bhavan, the ashram of Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami, in Stuyvesant Falls, New York (https://youtube.com/shorts/4rPPvmL-Q-o?feature=share):



Photos


In 1982, after graduating from Brown University with a degree in computer science, I went to write software for Adikesava Prabhu, who had a company with a office on Route 46 in Fairfield, New Jersey, a place I don’t think I’ve been to since but which I past en route to Syracuse, New York, to do harinama.


Then I would live at the Towaco temple, where the Gaura-Nitai deities I knew from living in our 55th Street temple in 1979 resided, and I would drive to work.


Although not a real pujari, somehow I am engaged in taking care of and even dressing my guru’s deities of Radha-Govinda in Stuyvesant Falls.

Insights

Srila Prabhupada:

From Srimad-Bhagavatam 4.23.7, purport:

In order to be recognized by Krishna, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, one should chant the holy name of the Lord continuously, twenty-four hours a day.”

From Srimad-Bhagavatam 6.5.14, purport:

Karmis change their professions at any moment, but a Krishna conscious person does not change his profession, for his only profession is to attract the attention of Krishna by chanting the Hare Krishna mantra and living a very simple life, without following daily changes of fashion.”

From Sri Caitanya-caritamrita, Adi 2.11, purport:

A pure devotee knows that when he chants the transcendental name ‘Krishna,’ Sri Krishna is present as transcendental sound. He therefore chants with full respect and veneration.”

From Sri Caitanya-caritamrita, Adi 8.16, purport:

One must come to the understanding that the holy name of the Lord and the Supreme Personality of Godhead Himself are identical. One cannot reach this conclusion unless one is offenseless in chanting the holy name.”

From Sri Caitanya-caritamrita, Adi 9.36, purport:

A person who is actually a follower of Sri Bhaktivinoda Thakura must immediately accept the request of Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu by offering respectful obeisances unto His lotus feet and thus beg from Him the Hare Krishna maha-mantra. If one is fortunate enough to beg from the Lord this Hare Krishna maha-mantra, his life is successful.”

From Teachings of Lord Kapila, verses 25 and 26:

The name of Krishna and Krishna are nondifferent, but we cannot realize this intellectually. We have to practice chanting Hare Krishna to realize it. When we actually advance in devotional service and chant the Hare Krishna maha-mantra offenselessly, we will realize that Krishna and His name are nondifferent.”

From a letter to Satsvarupa on May 28, 1970:

As I have already said many times that we have to maintain two lines parallel; namely the path of Srimad-Bhagavatam and the path of Pancaratriki. Srimad-Bhagavatam is the path for Paramahamsas, and Pancaratra path is for the neophytes. So the Temple worship is necessary for the beginners so that by following the regulative principles such devotees become more and more purified and thus gradually come on the platform to understand Srimad-Bhagavatam. So we shall always keep these principles in view and maintain our centers on this standard.”

Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami:

From I Am Never Displeased With Any Member (Letters, Volume 3), March 1970:

Still, whether we printed it all or not, devotees seemed to love to write poetry in those days. It was understood as early as 1966 and especially by 1967 that Prabhupada liked us to express ourselves in the poetry of our country. The poets flowered in 1967, writing free verse. That output has not been matched since in our movement, and most of the poetry published in BTG today tends to be rhyming poetry. It’s a different mood now. We wrote of our actual experiences of practicing what Prabhupada taught in those days. Prabhupada read those poems and told us that he liked them.”

Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami told me to include some sample poems from that time period.

Here are two from January 20, 1967. This is one of his:

Chanting

When we go chanting
Hare Krishna
outdoors,
under the blue sky,
with drums and cymbals
through the streets,
who can measure
the essence of that?

From a cloud hung a
waterspout, the sun
was going in and out,
buildings, faces, and
cars, people – seemed the same
stopping to look at us
in awe. 
We are unbustable,” said
Achyutananda;
He meant when
we chant
Hare Krishna
We are unbustable and made
by virtue of the Holy Name
Of Krishna.

And this is one of Hayagriva Prabhu’s:

Some Questions to Lord Krishna

1.
Is it true
That Thou art blue
And art the Supreme
Godhead too?

I also hear
You like to toy
About Vaikuntha
As Cow Boy.

Swamiji says
You always wear
A peacock feather
In Thy Hair

And that Thy Feet
Are colored red
And leave a lotus
Where’er You tread

And that eternally
You play
Upon Thy flute
The Vedic Way.

And that in battle
You gave the Gita
To Arjuna
That we might read ’er.

But is it true?
May we traverse?
Within Thy Mouth
The universe?

O Lord Divine,
Who dares to doubt it?
Thy cosmos shouts
Thy praise throughout it.

2.
Because, O Lord,
The Milky Way
Is but cow's milk
You drank one day.

And I believe
We really float
Within Thy Belly
Like a boat.

And time will come
When You'll discharge
Our galaxy
Upon Thy yard.

Then we’ll look up
To see Thy Face
And Thy true Form
With all its Grace.

Welcome,’ You’ll laugh
And give a kick
And like a cow boy
Play a trick.

Lasso devotees,
Corral and tie
All those who to
Vrindavan fly.

And call to us, 
Come on, ladies!
I’ve made rice, dhall,
And chopaties.”

Then I will know
That it is true
That Thou art blue
And Godhead too.

From Among Friends, Journal and Poems, Volume 1:

When I heard so many birds I thought, ‘the material world is actually the spiritual world.’ The material is spiritual, because it comes from the Supreme. Whatever comes from the Spiritual is also spiritual. There I’ve said it—as theology. But sometimes you feel it, and you realize that everything is wonderful because everything is coming from Krishna.”

Sit down on this log
for a moment of peace and contemplation.
Put your gloved hands together.
Don’t pay too much attention
to the sky.
Just think: you are a tiny soul
and everything around you
is the energy of Krishna.”

I am certain of pain,
I am sure devotional service
is the best way to go.”

“‘Even when there is no God’s picture,’
said Prabhupada,one who is God conscious can see 
Oh, how God is artistic,
how He has painted,
how He has made this tree.”
Because without God
there can be nothing.’”

I’ll talk out loud
the feast
of God’s names.”

And I who possess a human brain
walk in my boots
chanting God’s names
amid the zillions of grasses.”

Pines fall
into poems,
but I keep wanting
to put God in.
When will I realize
that He is here?”

I plan to spend almost thirty days in Ireland with no other duties except to be alone with Lord Krishna and to understand my relationship with Him. My approach should be mainly through the Hare Krishna mantra. I want to be faithful to Prabhupada and the sastras, and this is what they emphatically declare:

In the age of Kali
there is no other way,
no other way
no other way
to reach God realization
except to chant the holy name
chant the holy name
chant the holy name.

But mechanical chanting and nama-aparadha cover me. Therefore, it seems advisable that I also think and write about my relationship with the holy name.

Try to think what has happened. What are my problems? What are my doubts? How can I overcome them? I can make a directed study of the holy name: japa reform.”

There is no easy victory over the anarthas. How many times have I tried to revive my attraction to the holy name, only to find it is just another ‘fad’?”

Now a note has arrived from an initiated disciple with a gift of gopi-candana for tilaka. She writes, ‘Please bless me that I may chant Hare Krishna from my heart.’ How can I bless her since I myself don’t chant from the heart? So I have written her, ‘Please pray to the Lord that your spiritual master may be able to chant Hare Krishna from the heart, and then he can bless you.’”

Personal faith in Krishna
is a grace from God.”

So we’re all meant to think of the Lord and His personal form or name with His personal activities and qualities, but we’re very busy. So Krishna has given us ways to think of Him even while we’re engaged in our activities. ‘Remember Me and fight,’ He tells Arjuna.”

My life has advantages of being able to have time and place to turn inward more. Now if I can do that as a service to others and assure them that meditation is possible while chanting, and if I can also tell them some of the nectar of Krishna because of my ability to read and absorb myself in it, then that’s a service. But if I myself am not able to do this, then how can I render that service? So I am taking time to do it.”

My dear Lord Krishna, dear Srila Prabhupada,

I have abused my relationship with you, doubted it, neglected it and been disobedient in devious ways. Punish me as you see fit and bring me under your control.

I cannot surrender. But you can cause me to surrender. Please don’t let me perish in my pride and false ego.

Please protect your helpless, tiny son. Let me do good to others in your name. Give me conviction.”

As St. Francis of Assisi said on his death bed, ‘I have done what is mine to do: may Christ teach you what is yours to do.’”

All our devotional and occupational activities may be compared to streams, and japa is the spring from which they flow. . . . It seems especially appropriate for a teacher to work on the basics in order to ‘set the example.’ It is a good example even for those preachers who are more active than I am, because they also must derive their energy from the inexhaustible spring of hari-nama.

I’m not justified in disliking anything Prabhupada does or teaches.”

My spiritual master is giving me a hard time. I want to go my own way, but he knows what is best for me. He is the spiritual father. (And we all have problems with father figures, right?) He is the authority and as Allen Ginsberg said to Prabhupada, ‘We have a problem with authorities in this country.’ He is the representative of God.”

Everyone more or less knows the philosophy but we want to appreciate it and wake up to it.”

It’s inner warfare
to transform pain and boredom
into little acts of love.”

Red splotches of dye on sheep remind you that they’ll soon be bloodied and slaughtered. All living entities are stained by the material nature; we are a herd marked for annihilation. We are like the sheep let loose to wander over large, mountainous areas.”

Sign: ‘A career woman has to look like a lady, act like a man and work like a dog.’”

We should stay under the guidance of the spiritual master and pray as we act.”

In order to preach downtown I had to stay up late and eat an evening feast, but it was worth it.”

Gobhata dasa asked how can we avoid the attitude that we’ve heard about Krishna again and again and that it is simply repetitive? I said that our feelings of dryness and thinking of Krishna consciousness as ‘the same old thing’ are because we are only superficially tasting it, just like the person who licks the outside of a jar of honey. If we could actually taste the honey, we would not become tired of it.”

Praise His name (even before you taste it). Praise the name, and Srimad-Bhagavatam and Srila Prabhupada; they are your saviors. You would like to taste the nectar. The secret is in trnad api. I daydream of calling out, mad in the holy names, the happy freedom of a humble piece of straw, with nothing to defend and always chanting.”

May the holy name of Krishna bless the inhabitants of the earth planet! All kindness to the motley crowds who have come to the human form of life. May they hear these Names, even if in passing, let them hear. We chanters only know that we are singing, and it is the highest good. May the Hare Krishna mantra fly out in gentle and swaying melodies, Bengali rhythms heard half a block away, and may the singers, humorous and aware, go on serving their Lord in the shelter of the yuga-dharma. May the holy name fill our lungs as we sing God’s names. Save us from Kali’s band!”

Successful chanting means the Lord is pleased with you, and He reciprocates.”

Dear Lord Krishna, dear Srila Prabhupada,
I feel energy for creating literary works; it makes me joyful. I want to use it in your service. As Srila Prabhupada writes, a devotee’s only thought is ‘Where is there an opportunity to preach Krishna consciousness?’ You are granting me the chance to praise you in writing. You allow me to print and distribute books as few authors are allowed. I’m not a qualified craftsman or great thinker or poet—still you allow me. It’s you who are to be praised, since you give all authors intelligence. Besides, what is there to write about but your universe, love and life which comes from you? Ultimately, you are the object of literature. I pray to serve you. You are making me very happy. I want to make others happy in Krishna consciousness. All glories to you.”

Keep on trying,
chant and pick flowers
for your smiling God.”

I recently received six tapes by Ravindra-svarupa Prabhu and six by Sadaputa Prabhu. I listened to them during breakfast and lunch and with hot milk at night. They comfort me and guard me and inspire me. Both of these men are brilliant intellectuals, and both have a strong faith (nistha) in Srila Prabhupada’s teachings. It comforts me to have their friendship in this way, and their strong faith guards me. They inspire me because they are presenting the ‘old’ teaching in new ways, help us to see Krishna consciousness, not as sectarian religion, but as all-embracing truth.”

Books and writing are okay,
and eating and sleeping are okay,
and my attempt
to say my prayers is okay,
and so is the fact that even a little devotional service
will never be lost.
But it would be nice to break through,
and rise to the next higher step.”

Srila Prabhupada has taught us well,
but a slow student
goes on serving without the higher taste.
I know exactly what is wrong,
but I am helpless to cast off the bonds—
attachment to the senses,
and the tendency to speculate.
I pray
that You please find a way
to transform me;
please make me into a loving soul,
proclaiming Your glories.”

Kala [time] moves us along, sometimes gently and sometimes with rude force. We’re never in control.”

Getting ready to travel produces a life-sadness, uneasiness—more aware than usual that my life will eventually end, as it does for everyone.”

Srila Prabhupada said that Radha is the best devotee of Krishna. She loves Him purely. We should follow Her example of trying to please and satisfy the Supreme Lord by our loving service. That’s the essence of Radha aside from more technical descriptions of the Lord’s internal energies and the mood of conjugal rasa. This simple meaning is perhaps the best way for me to understand Radha.”

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I asked Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami if he had any favorite verses, and the first one he mentioned was Bhagavad-gita 6.30:

yo mam pasyati sarvatra

sarvam ca mayi pasyati
tasyaham na pranasyami
sa ca me na pranasyati

For one who sees Me everywhere and sees everything in Me, I am never lost, nor is he ever lost to Me.”

When he said that it reminded me of how in his writings there are so many examples of seeing Krishna in nature. Thus it made sense that he would like that verse.