Diary
of a Traveling Sadhaka, Vol. 10, No. 9
By Krishna-kripa das
(May 2014, part one)
By Krishna-kripa das
(May 2014, part one)
The
North of England and the Birmingham Twenty-four Kirtan
(Sent from Newcastle upon Tyne, England, on May 26, 2014)
(Sent from Newcastle upon Tyne, England, on May 26, 2014)
Where
I Went and What I Did
I
traveled with Janananda Swami and Bhakta Pasya from Amsterdam to
Manchester, where I did harinama
for
three days. Next I went to the North UK Retreat in Uttoxeter, with
special guests Candramauli Swami, Janananda Goswami, and Dayananda
Swami. There I saw many friends I had not seen since last year. Then
I spent four days in the Newcastle area, chanting in Newcastle three
days and once in Sunderland. Next I went to Birmingham Twenty-four
Hour Kirtan for a couple days. After Birmingham, I spent two days
with Janananda Goswami in Newcastle, culminating in Nrsimha
Caturdasi, with three hours of harinama.
My
friends from America, Toshan Krishna Prabhu (formerly Trevor) and
Bhakta Dan joined us then, and the next day we traveled to do
harinamas
and
nama-hattas
in
Sheffield and Preston.
As
usual I have notes on Srila Prabhupada’s books and lectures and
Satsvarupa Dasa Goswami’s journal, Viraha
Bhavan. Candramauli
Swami, Janananda Swami, and Dayananda Swami shared a lot of wisdom
with us at the North UK Retreat which was very inspiring, and I share
my many notes below. Sacinandana Swami, speaking at the Brimingham
Twenty-four Hour Kirtan, shared more inspiration about the holy name.
I also have a few notes on a recorded Radhanath Swani lecture.
I would like to thank Janananda Goswami for all his wonderful association and assistance in my service, including providing the illustration on searching for the truth. He takes so much trouble to assist others in their service to Krishna it is most inspiring. Thanks to Gauridas Pandit Prabhu for helping with my travel to York for a future harinama and nama-hatta event.
I would like to thank Janananda Goswami for all his wonderful association and assistance in my service, including providing the illustration on searching for the truth. He takes so much trouble to assist others in their service to Krishna it is most inspiring. Thanks to Gauridas Pandit Prabhu for helping with my travel to York for a future harinama and nama-hatta event.
Itinerary
May
26–June 2: Newcastle area (May 31: 8-hour kirtana, June 1: Sunday
lecture)
June
3–6: Scotland harinamas and festivals
June 7: Findhorn 8-hour kirtana
June 7: Findhorn 8-hour kirtana
June
8: Newcastle Green Festival harinama
June
9–10: Manchester harinama
June
11: Sheffield?
June
12–21: London (June 15: Ratha-yatra, June 20–21: Stonehenge
Solstice Festival) June 22–29: Manchester area nama-hattas with
Sutapa Prabhu’s party
June
30–July 12: Newcastle and Manchester area (July 5, 12 : York
harinama?)
July
13: Manchester harinama
and Sunday program
July
14–18: Manchester harinamas
July
19: Manchester Ratha-yatra
July
20: Prague Ratha-yatra
July
21–25: Baltic Summer Festival in Lithuania
July
26–27: Warsaw harinamas?
July
28–August 3: Kostrzyn, Poland (Polish Woodstock)
August
4–7: harinamas
in Germany or Czech Padayatra
August
8–9: Ancient Trance Festival (near Leipzig)?
August
10: Bratislava?
August
11–12: Bratislava or Prague
August
13: Prague
August
14–17: Trutnov (Czech Woodstock)
August
18–23: France / Holland
August
24: Amsterdam Ratha-yatra
August
(last week)–September (first half) – The North of England /
Ireland
September
(rest) – New York
Harinamas in Manchester
I
chanted harinama
in
Manchester for the first three days of May, with Janananda Goswami
joining me one day and Shiv, a prospective disciple of Candramauli
Swami who came from Bhaktivedanta Manor to serve him during the North
UK Retreat, joining me another day. I was encouraged that one day in
just 34 minutes I received enough donations to cover my day ticket on
the bus.
The
North UK Retreat was in a small English town called Uttoxeter in
Staffordshire, neither of which I had ever heard of before. We were
worried that there would be too few people on the street to do
harinama because of the smallness of the place, but it was a
beautiful sunny day and the horse races were going on, so there were
more people out than usual.
Many
people took videos of us, including lots of kids.
Raghunatha
Bhatta, although distributing pamphlets, fully engaged in dancing
enthusiastically.
Devotee ladies danced.
Devotee men swung each other around.
One
man invited us into a bar. Janananda Goswami was leading the kirtana,
and
he brought us in.
We chanted and danced a while in the center of the
place, and then on a small stage on the far side.
Many of the guys
jumped up and down, danced, and took photos.
Lots of people from the bar watched
the devotees and others on the stage.
When Janananda
Goswami brought the chanting on the stage to an end, the guy who
invited us into the bar, who was standing near him on the stage,
shouted to the audience, “Hare Krishna is the best religion in the
world!” I had never heard such a positive comment in a bar before.
It was amazing.
Later Janananda Goswami explained that generally
religious people either ignore the people in the bars or criticize
them but rarely do they spend time just being with them in a friendly
way.
Our
party was rather large for such a small town.
We
ended in the lot where our cars were parked.
North
UK Retreat
A
high point of the North UK Retreat was a 3½-hour standing up kirtana
the
evening of the last full day.
Kids
played instruments on the stage.
Men
swung each other around.
The
ladies did a chain dance.
Devotees,
including the swamis, danced in rows.
Near
the end, Janananda Goswami did an impromptu drama, playing the role
of Chand Kazi, who broke up Lord Caitanya’s sankirtana
parties,
himself.
Harinama in Newcastle
Some
days in Newcastle I chanted alone, and other days more devotees
joined me.
Radhe
Shyama Prabhu and Karl joined me one day. A young lady devotee later
joined us.
Some
curious young ladies danced and played with the drum.
A
young boy came by twice on his roller board, smiling and moving with
the music as his mom watched with a smile.
Another time Prema Sankirtana Prabhu (right) joined us.
Two friends of Radhe Shyama Prabhu from his work came by.
The young man proved to be an able percussionist.
Harinama
in Sunderland
I
always meet nice people in Sunderland, which Janananda Goswami refers
to as Shyamsunderland, and which, of the cities surrounding Newcastle,
is largest in size.
After
I chanted over two hours by myself, Janananda Goswami and his
disciple, Prema Sankirtana Prabhu joined me.
We
met a couple outside a bar, and Janananda Goswami and Prema
Sankirtana Prabhu swung them around in circles as I continued playing
harmonium and singing.
We
had a program at and Vrinda Prabhus’ place, which featured a cake
for Eyni’s birthday.
Birmingham
Twenty-Four-Hour
Kirtan
The
special guests Sacinandana Swami, Kadamba Kanana Swami, and Madhava
Prabhu were an inspiration.
Sacinandana Swami urged us to chant
consciously desiring to connect with Krishna, which does make a
difference.
Kadamba Kanana Swami, dancing to Sacinandana Swami’s kirtana above, sang lively tunes with intensity,
getting everyone up dancing. Madhava Prabhu invited people to focus
on the holy names in a meditative way, gradually building up the
speed of the kirtana.
All
three are great devotees with realizations to inspire everyone.
The
Hare Krishna festival team, originally lead by Tribhuvana Prabhu, and
now by Giridhari Prabhu, led an old-fashioned Hare Krishna kirtana
that
got everyone dancing.
The
guys danced.
The
girls danced.
Even
the meditative Madhava Prabhu danced!
I
was surprised to see many devotees I knew from Ireland there, as they
do not come every year. I met one devotee, Vidura Prabhu, originally
from Ireland, who I knew from Philadelphia in the middle 1980s. I
talked with Irish devotees about chanting in cities in Ireland where
we do not usually chant during the World Holy Name Festival
(September 5 to 15). In September, I will probably go to Ireland for
many reasons: I probably will fly out of Ireland to go to America as
it is usually cheaper, the Dublin Ratha-yatra is usually in
September, and I like to spend a certain amount of time chanting with
my Irish friends.
Syamananda
Prabhu, who I recall from his enthusiastic dancing at the German
Kirtan Melas also danced a lot in Birmingham.
Many
of my Newcastle friends engaged in dancing too.
I
try to participate more each year by sleeping less. This time I had
two or three ten- or fifteen-minute naps and a long nap of half an
hour. This year the event was on Ekadasi, a day where in India
especially, some devotees stay up all night chanting. The temple
president had me beat, by fasting from water and food, and staying up
all night, which is inconceivable to me. He and I, despite our sleep
deprivation were the most enthusiastic dancers in the mangala-arati.
One
devotee became overwhelmed by sleep during the kirtana,
and
demonstrated a novel use for a bead bag while resting in the kirtana
hall
during Sacinandana Swami’s final kirtana.
Harinama in Sheffield
My
friends, Toshan Krishna and Dan Prabhus, and I chanted for an hour or
so in Sheffield. We were then joined by Kay, who has run their
nama-hattta
for
decades and Jeff, a long time attender. Then we chanted around the town.
Kay
danced and distributed invitations.
Jeff
led, accompanied by Dan on drum and Toshan Krishna Prabhu on karatalas.
A
girl who had a lot of wine danced to the music.
Jeff
talked about Krishna philosophy with curious boys we passed. as we
made our way to the venue for our evening program.
For
more pictures which I did not include in this blog, click on the link
below. The unused pictures appear after the used ones in that album:
Insights
Srila
Prabhupada:
from
Srimad-Bhagavatam
7.10.40,
purport:
“In
Caitanya-caritamrita,
in
connection with Lord Caitanya’s instructions to Sanatana Gosvami,
it is explained that a devotee should externally execute his routine
devotional service in a regular way but should always inwardly think
of the particular mellow in which he is attracted to the service of
the Lord. This constant thought of the Lord makes the devotee
eligible to return home, back to Godhead.”
from
Sri
Caitanya-caritamrita, Madhya
15.106:
“Any
devotee who believes that the holy name of the Lord is identical with
the Lord is a pure devotee, even though he may be in the neophyte
stage. By his association, others may also become Vaishnavas.”
from
The
Nectar of Devotion, Chapter
30:
“Even
if devotees are illusioned by some ghastly scene or by any accidental
occurrence, they never forget Krishna.
Even in the greatest danger they can remember Krishna.
This is the benefit of Krishna
consciousness: even at the time of death, when all the functions of
the body become dislocated, the devotee can remember Krishna
in his innermost consciousness, and this saves him from falling down
into material existence. In this way Krishna
consciousness immediately takes one from the material platform to the
spiritual world.”
“It
is stated in the Tenth Canto, Thirty-third Chapter, verse 11, of
Srimad-Bhagavatam,
‘Upon
seeing that Krishna’s
arm was placed on her shoulder, one of the gopis
engaged in the rasa
dance became so ecstatically happy that she kissed Krishna
on His cheek.’ This is an instance of feeling happiness because of
achieving a desired goal.”
from
a lecture on Srimad-Bhagavatam
1.2.17 given on August 20, 1972, in Los Angeles:
“This
vibration of Hare Krishna mantra is so strong that it will benefit
anyone who hears. Therefore we are sending sankirtana
party. They may understand or not understand, they may appreciate or
not appreciate, we are forcing them to become pious simply by hearing
this Hare Krishna mantra. It is so nice.”
from
Isopansad
13:
“It
is said that one result is obtained by worshiping the supreme cause
of all causes and that another result is obtained by worshiping what
is not supreme. All this is heard from the undisturbed authorities,
who clearly explained it.”
from
Message
of Godhead, Chapter
1:
“The
psychological effects of various peoples, places, and times have led
us to designate ourselves as Hindus, Muslims, Christians, Buddhists,
Congressites, Luddites, Socialists, Bolsheviks, and so forth.
Specifically in the field of religion, we have tried to establish
many varieties of ephemeral physical and mental arrangements,
varieties of denominations, according to various peoples, places, and
times. And precisely for this reason, we can envision ourselves
‘changing religions.’ One who is a ‘Hindu’ today may become a
‘Muhammadan’ the next day, or one who is a ‘Muhammadan’ today
may become a ‘Christian’ the next day, and so on. But when we
attain transcendental knowledge and are established in the actual,
eternal religion of the actual living entity—the spirit soul—then
and then only can we attain real, undeniable peace, prosperity, and
happiness in the world. Until that time, there can be no peace and
prosperity for us, because we are not situated on the plane of
sanatana-dharma,
or the eternal religion of the soul.”
from
Bhagavad-gita
2.72,
purport:
“There
is no difference between the kingdom of God and the devotional
service of the Lord. Since both of them are on the absolute plane, to
be engaged in the transcendental loving service of the Lord is to
have attained the spiritual kingdom. In the material world there are
activities of sense gratification, whereas in the spiritual world
there are activities of Krishna consciousness. Attainment of Krishna
consciousness even during this life is immediate attainment of
Brahman, and one who is situated in Krishna consciousness has
certainly already entered into the kingdom of God.”
from
a lecture on Srimad-Bhagavatam
1.5.18 on June 22, 1969, in New Vrndavana:
We have just to
surrender to Krishna, ‘From this day on I am yours.’ Krishna will
do everything else. We just have to use our free will to accept
Krishna’s proposal. Just like if you are in a well and someone
lowers a rope to pull you out, you just have to grab the rope.
Krishna
consciousness is our only business. We should not try for artificial
happiness. Whatever comes by the grace of Krishna is sufficient. We
should not divert our attention in any other direction.
You
may acquire the whole property of West Virginia, but you will still
eat four chapatis
and
sleep in the same six feet of space.
from
a lecture on Srimad-Bhagavatam
1.2.17 on October 28, 1972, in Vrndavana:
“You
can discover something to kill men but you cannot discover something
to save men. That [process which will save men] is Krishna
consciousness.”
Sex desire increases
our attachment for this world.
If we want to get
rid of the dirty things in the heart, we must scrutinizingly hear
about Krishna. It does not matter if we do not understand.
If you are arrested,
why should you be sorry? Give people in the jail a chance to hear
Hare Krishna.
Krishna is within.
We do not need to go to the Himalayas to find him.
I cannot get rid of
these dirty things in my heart by my own endeavor. But if we are
serious to hear, Krishna, who is in our heart, helps.
If we take advantage
of this human form of life and simply try to hear about Krishna, then
our life is successful.
from
Sri
Caitanya Caritamrita,
Madhya 15.107, purport:
“Out
of the nine processes of devotional service, kirtana
is very important. Srila Jiva Gosvami therefore instructs that the
other processes, such as arcana,
vandana, dasya and
sakhya,
should be executed, but they must be preceded and followed by
kirtana,
the chanting of the holy name. We have therefore introduced this
system in all of our centers. Arcana,
arati, bhoga offering,
Deity dressing and decoration are all preceded and followed by the
chanting of the holy name of the Lord – Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna,
Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare/ Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare
Hare.”
from
Sri
Caitanya-caritamrita,
Madhya 15.108, purport:
“The
more one is freed from material identification, the more one can
realize that the spirit soul is qualitatively as good as the Supreme
Soul. At such a time, when one is situated on the absolute platform,
one can understand that the holy name of the Lord and the Lord
Himself are identical. At that stage of realization, the holy name of
the Lord, the Hare Krishna mantra, cannot be identified with any
material sound. If one accepts the Hare Krishna maha-mantra
as a material vibration, he falls down. One should worship and chant
the holy name of the Lord by accepting it as the Lord Himself.”
from
Sri
Caitanya-caritamrita,
Madhya 15.111, purport:
“Srila
Bhaktivinoda Thakura comments that serving Vaishnavas is most
important for householders. Whether a Vaishnavas is properly
initiated or not is not a subject for consideration. One may be
initiated and yet contaminated by the Mayavada philosophy, but a
person who chants the holy name of the Lord offenselessly will not be
so contaminated. A properly initiated Vaishnava may be imperfect, but
one who chants the holy name of the Lord offenselessly is
all-perfect. Although he may apparently be a neophyte, he still has
to be considered a pure, unalloyed Vaishnava. It is the duty of the
householder to offer respects to such an unalloyed Vaishnava.”
from
The Nectar of Devotion, Chapter
30:
“There
is an authoritative statement in the Garuda
Purana about mystic yogis who are under the
direct shelter of the Supreme Personality of Godhead: ‘In all three
stages of their consciousness—namely wakefulness, dreaming and deep
sleep—the devotees are absorbed in thought of the Supreme
Personality of Godhead. Therefore, in their complete absorption in
thought of Krishna, they do not sleep.’”
Satsvarupa Dasa
Goswami:
“Devotees
who have left Vrndavana to chant
in the city are making a great
sacrifice. Krishna is pleased
with them and is making
Vrndavana in their hearts.”
who have left Vrndavana to chant
in the city are making a great
sacrifice. Krishna is pleased
with them and is making
Vrndavana in their hearts.”
“The
harinama
chanters
are empowered. To a superficial
observer they may look
like ordinary street singers
or religious sectarians.
But they are delivering
the completely transcendental,
potent sound vibration,
the Hare Krishna mantra.
This chant, composed
of the names of Radha and Krishna
is confidential even to
the Vedas, but it has
been made easily
accessible by Lord Caitanya.
He requested His followers to always
chant the holy names.
And He predicted the
day would come when the Name would be heard
in every town and village. Those
who are actually assisting in His
mission are very dear to Him,
and they are making the world auspicious.”
are empowered. To a superficial
observer they may look
like ordinary street singers
or religious sectarians.
But they are delivering
the completely transcendental,
potent sound vibration,
the Hare Krishna mantra.
This chant, composed
of the names of Radha and Krishna
is confidential even to
the Vedas, but it has
been made easily
accessible by Lord Caitanya.
He requested His followers to always
chant the holy names.
And He predicted the
day would come when the Name would be heard
in every town and village. Those
who are actually assisting in His
mission are very dear to Him,
and they are making the world auspicious.”
“Today’s
drawing shows four
devotees dancing and chanting
with upraised arms.
They look beautiful
in a spiritual way.
The harinama devotees
are a wonderful group.
They sacrifice their
lives in the performance
of congregational chanting. They have no
earning occupation but
Krishna maintains them
and supplies what they need.
The Union Square party
had no place to house
their devotees but Krishna
gave them a four-story
opulent building.
He protects them
every day when they
go out in the streets
of Manhattan and perform
their nonviolent, celebrative sankirtana.
He is always protecting them
and is very pleased with their results.”
devotees dancing and chanting
with upraised arms.
They look beautiful
in a spiritual way.
The harinama devotees
are a wonderful group.
They sacrifice their
lives in the performance
of congregational chanting. They have no
earning occupation but
Krishna maintains them
and supplies what they need.
The Union Square party
had no place to house
their devotees but Krishna
gave them a four-story
opulent building.
He protects them
every day when they
go out in the streets
of Manhattan and perform
their nonviolent, celebrative sankirtana.
He is always protecting them
and is very pleased with their results.”
“Today’s
drawing shows three
devotees dancing and chanting
with upraised arms.
They appear blissful
and energetic.
To go out every day
on harinama in
public requires a
great vow and endurance.
It is the austerity
for the Age of Kali.
Devotees who do
it strain their
bodies and minds
in a test of will.
But they are not
relying merely on
their own material
strength. Krishna
gives them spiritual energy.
In fact, the sankirtana
is sheltered by the internal
pleasure-giving potency.
The harinama
devotees are participating
in the pastimes of Lord Caitanya, and
He personally gives them the
courage to carry on.”
devotees dancing and chanting
with upraised arms.
They appear blissful
and energetic.
To go out every day
on harinama in
public requires a
great vow and endurance.
It is the austerity
for the Age of Kali.
Devotees who do
it strain their
bodies and minds
in a test of will.
But they are not
relying merely on
their own material
strength. Krishna
gives them spiritual energy.
In fact, the sankirtana
is sheltered by the internal
pleasure-giving potency.
The harinama
devotees are participating
in the pastimes of Lord Caitanya, and
He personally gives them the
courage to carry on.”
Candramauli
Swami:
More than a place,
the spiritual world is a state of consciousness. You have to attain
the consciousness of the spiritual world in order to go there.
It is said that the
spiritual world has doors only on the inside, or in other words, you
have to be let into it.
Home is where
everything is natural. When we are traveling, we are always having to
make adjustments, but at home everything is provided.
Bhakti is the only
process for entering into the spiritual world.
Bhakti is the heart
of Krishna. It is the path He advocates.
The material world
is where everyone is trying to be number one and not succeeding. It
is like a battle where everyone dies.
Souls
have the capacity to enjoy unlimitedly, ananda-buddhi
vardhanam, when
they are situated in their real position of being the eternal
servants of Krishna.
People sometimes
change their identity, but they just change their present false
identity to another false identity,
Krishna Himself is
all aspects of Himself that are nondifferent from Himself.
Krishna wants our
bhakti, our devotion.
Now we can enter
into the pure consciousness of the kingdom of God.
Our loving potency
is not satisfied until we come in contact with the source of our very
being.
Bhakti is simple
because it is natural, but it is complicated because we are in an
unnatural state.
If we get a little
taste of this original nature, there is nothing else that compares to
it.
The kingdom of God
is our birthright. As long as we stay with Krishna, we will inherit
the kingdom of God.
We want happiness
that has no limit, but unlimited happiness exists only within
Krishna.
As when you come
closer to a fire, you feel warm, similarly there are symptoms of
one’s approaching the consciousness of the kingdom of God.
Matter is moved by a
living being. A computer can do so many things, but someone has to
turn it on and someone has to operate it.
We may attracted to
someone’s body, but when that person dies, we are not attracted to
the dead body.
Why do we need God?
Because we are eternally related to Him.
The material energy
is always changing. The soul is unchanging. Sages consider matter
untruth because it is always changing.
We are never
affected by matter although we think we are. It is like being so
absorbed in a movie you are affected emotionally by what happens to
the characters.
Why do we need God?
Because we are in illusion.
Through bhakti we
can connect the illusion with its source, God, and thus escape from
being illusioned by it.
Srila Prabhupada
would say either you can be God conscious or you can suffer.
To go from England
to India, you can walk, swim, go by car, or buy an airline ticket,
but if you choose the options other than flying, it will be difficult
and you most likely will not make it.
Love is easy to
understand if you are married. You have to serve the other person for
their pleasure and if you lose that mood, the relationship becomes
strained or broken. Bhakti is love for God.
To say that
something “happens by chance” is to say that we do not know why
it happens.
To say animals act
by instinct is to say that God is giving direction from within.
When I was watch
Niagra Falls it was striking to see the tremendous volume of water
crashing over the falls. A child nearby asked his mom, “Who created
that?” She replied, “Nature.” A devotee I was with said, “God.”
And the mother agreed, “Yes, God.”
Theodesy is trying
to figure out what God does things.
The
book Why
Bad Things Happen to Good People was
written by a rabbi whose son died of old age at fourteen-years old.
There is a disease which he had that causes your body to age
prematurely. His conclusion was God was all good but not all
powerful.
After the battle of
Kuruksetra, Dhrtarastra asked Krishna if he could tell him why he was
born blind and why his hundred sons died. Krishna replied, “Yes.
Fifty lives ago you shot a flaming arrow at a family of birds. The
hundred baby birds died and the mother was blinded. Dhrtarastra asked
why it took fifty lives to get the reaction. Krishna explained that
it took him fifty lives to get enough good karma to have a hundred
sons.
Q: What is the value
of getting the reaction fifty lives later if you cannot remember?
A: You can
understand from the scripture why you suffering from reactions.
If we are suffering,
to solve the problem generally we go an authority, but unfortunately
it is usually the wrong authority.
Chanting
Hare Krishna in kirtana
and
japa
is
the fountainhead of all spiritual practices. Krishna Himself, as Lord
Caitanya, came and taught that and demonstrated that in His
own life.
If we put Krishna’s
name first, everything else becomes easy.
Krishna’s name is
a bright light that dissipates darkness of this Kali-yuga.
Do not worry about
people who do not want to change. Spend your time with those people
who want to change and work on yourself.
Q: People who have
been chanting have done very unexemplary things and have not been
aware of this. What to do about that?
A: Understand that
chanting with offenses will not purify us very soon.
Krishna does not
work. He does not want us to work either. He plays and wants to
invite us to the world of play.
There
are three acaryas
[spiritual
teachers] who are very important in our line, Sanatana Goswami, Rupa
Goswami, and Raghunatha Dasa Goswami, who are the acaryas
for sambandha,
abhidheya, and
prayojana,
respectively.
One
name for Krishna is adi-guru,
the
original spiritual master.
Because the
spiritual master is the representative of Krishna, he is to be
honored as God Himself.
The truth is in the
hearts of the unalloyed devotees, and they reveal it through their
words and actions.
Whitman said, “Both
read the Bible day and night, But thou read’st black where I read
white.”
When your faith
develops to a certain point, Krishna sends the guru to you.
A devotee asked
Srila Prabhupada, “What is your most important instruction?”
Srila Prabhupada replied, “To chant 16 rounds every day on beads without fail.”
Srila Prabhupada replied, “To chant 16 rounds every day on beads without fail.”
A spiritual master
holds your hand all the way through.
At every initiation
ceremony, Srila Prabhupada would say that initiation means beginning.
Before initiation, we are deciding whether we want to begin.
Surrendering to God
means to accept His path of surrender.
Doubts lead to
questions. Questions lead to clarification.
Srila Prabhupada
said that he saw his spiritual master at most ten times, and whenever
he saw him he asked how he could serve him.
Nobody is happy in
this world. If someone says he is happy that person is intoxicated.
In this material
world you try to hold on to things although you cannot. But there is
one thing you cannot lose, even if you try to lose it, and that is
your relationship with Krishna.
Christ said, “This
world is a bridge. Walk across it, but build no house upon it.”
The spiritual master
is giving you eternal life. Who else can do that?
The spiritual master
plays that role as a service to the Supreme Lord and out of
compassion to the conditioned souls.
By accepting the
guru, we are accepting Krishna’s compassion.
We claim to be
independent, but if we eat a little too much, we get sick. We are so
tightly controlled.
When you go back to
the spiritual world, they have a festival to greet you, and when you
come back there, it is like you never left. Our stay in this world is
like a bad dream.
Narahari Sakara
writes that if your guru falls down, it is your duty to inquire to
what is his actual situation. If he is too fallen to act as guru, you
do not need to seek reinitiation, but should not follow him out of
sentiment.
If we understand the
heart of the pure devotee, we can understand Krishna’s heart.
The mercy of the
Lord makes the devotee grateful, which makes the devotee want to
serve the Lord more.
Kancipuram
was pujari
of
the deity Varadharaja in Vishnukanci, and had such an intimate
relationship with the deity that he could ask Him any question and
the deity would answer it. He once asked the deity when he would
return to the spiritual world, and the deity replied that it would
take many lives. He was curious why it would take so long and
inquired from the Lord and was told that it was because he just
served the deity and did not serve the devotees. Because he was
famous as a pujari
of
the deity, he disguised himself so he would not be recognized and
engaged himself in serving a devotee.
Some devotees
perform devotional service for their own pleasure and others for the
pleasure of the Lord. By hearing of the glories of the Lord, we
become purified and come to the level of serving to please the Lord.
Enthusiasm means to
endeavor with intelligence.
Devotional service
is easy if we are determined but difficult if we are not.
An intelligent
person can understand that obstacles are opportunities to advance.
Do everything as an
offering to Krishna, and you can detach yourself from the spirit of
enjoying sense gratification.
If we had any
success in material life, it was because of determination.
There is a
difference between attraction and attachment. We may be attracted to
something but not pursue it because it is not conducive to our
spiritual life. In that case we are attracted but not attached.
Srila
Prabhupada said that there is no happiness in the material world. A
devotee responded that according the Bhagavad-gita,
the
mode of goodness results in happiness. Prabhupada replied that the
mode of goodness means advancement of knowledge, and one in knowledge
knows there is no happiness in the material world.
One
verse in the Padma
Purana explains
the qualities of good hearing and their results:
faith
in the speaker, receptivity to the message, and destruction of the
faults of the mind, resulting in realizations and inquisitiveness.
Q: What about kind
people?
A: Kindness is
relative. You may be a kind person, but if someone was killing you,
could you be kind to him? Haridas Thakura could because he was
spiritually situated.
Q: How to increase
taste for chanting the holy name?
A:
Go to Kirtan Melas. Chant with good posture, good pronunciation, and
with prayer. Do not chant with the desire to get your rounds
finished, but rather with a desire to chant nicely to please the
Lord. Set aside a large amount of time so you do not have to race. As
Radhanath Swami said, “Japa
is
not a race.” Connect your voice to your heart. If you chant while
walking, look at the floor, otherwise you will think about all the
things you see while walking and that will distract your mind.
Janananda
Goswami:
The beauty of nature
reminds us of the beauty of the spiritual world.
Before Columbus,
people did not believe that America existed, and even after he went
there and returned, probably a few people still did not believe it.
Srila Prabhupada
said that the purpose of the Krishna
consciousness movement is to teach people how to enter into the
kingdom of God through the chanting of the holy name.
Srila Prabhupada
said we should not be concerned with these flimsy things. One should
only endeavor to go back to Godhead. That should be the mission of
life.
Let us focus more on
the world within us than the world around us.
Take advantage of
the association of devotees.
Take advantage of
chanting.
We must accept
knowledge from one who knows.
Otherwise finding the truth can be
difficult.
Harinama
simply
means the holy name. Nagara-sankirtana
means
congregational chanting in the streets of the town.
Srila Prabhupada
used the term “kingdom of God” also, but many times he spoke of
“going back to Godhead.”
When asked about
Vaikuntha, the spiritual world, Srila Prabhupada replied, “This is
Vaikuntha, but you cannot see it.”
Often we think of
preaching as saving others and saving ourselves, but ultimately it
means giving more pleasure to Krishna.
The majority of
people on the planet, at least sentimentally, believe in God.
What was your
conception of God?
very old
all-loving
a light
creator
controller
almighty
all-pervading
compassionate
there are many gods
the best friend
caring about
everything
has nothing to do
Absolute
one with many forms
If there is no God,
what is the ultimate truth?
there is void
everything is
mechanical
I was an atheist
until I realized I was God.
money
sex
I was reading
yesterday that someone said that God set everything in motion, but
then it got out of control.
Keep calm and seek
ye first the kingdom of God.
Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati Thakura said that the characteristics of this world are
turmoil and annoyance.
You must be no less
than 70% pure to enter the kingdom of God.
Srila Prabhupada
said at one Ratha-yatra lecture to the audience, most of whom were
intoxicated hippies, “All of you who have seen Lord Jagannath on
the cart today are going back to Godhead in your next lifetime.”
If we are looking
for someone and we do not know what they look like and we do not know
anyone who knows them, it will be very difficult to find them.
In India sometimes
the cricket players are deified.
In Malaysia one
Muslim man was practically ready to kill me when I described God as
having a form.
Aisvaryasya
samagrasya viryasya yasasah sriyah jnana-vairagyayos caiva sad iti
bhagam gana (Vishnu Purana 6.5.47) is the verse listing the six
kinds of opulence of the Lord for which He is known as Bhagavan, the
possessor of all opulence.
Where and how can we
find God?
In
the heart of the alloyed devotee.
In the taste of
water.
In our own heart.
Through prayer.
Through
purification.
It is the mercy of
Lord Nityananda that we went into the Beer Garden to share the holy
name with people.
Q by little girl:
Can you do good things and go to heaven and see God.
A: Yes. You can see
God in heaven, and if you do good enough things, you can see God
here, and even in hell. You can see God everywhere.
We say chanting the
holy name is the only way in this age but not that one sectarian path
is the only way.
Eagerness is the way
to see God, but that eagerness must be rightly directed.
Seeing the hand of
God working, seeing everyone as His part and parcel, seeing
everything has meant to be engaged in God’s service are important
ways of seeing God.
Are they just
looking at God in the spiritual world? No, it is very active.
One of the nice
things about bhakti is the means is the goal.
The
main characteristic of person qualified to go back to Godhead is
dainya,
humility.
Humility is not to
talk about yourself but to talk about Krishna.
Krishna says, “In
this world, there is nothing so sublime and pure as transcendental
knowledge. Such knowledge is the mature fruit of all mysticism. And
one who has become accomplished in the practice of devotional service
enjoys this knowledge within himself in due course of time.” (Bg.
4.38) This means that for one who applies the knowledge, the
knowledge is revealed.
Srila Prabhupada
would say that people do not realize that the process of seeing God
is by hearing God.
We are trying to
understand that Krishna is the central point in the spiritual world,
so that we can enter into the spiritual world.
Hearing about
Krishna in the right association from the right source is pleasing to
the heart, and enables us to attain the spiritual world.
Prabhupada explains
the Krishna has different forms because of his devotees’ desire to
see Him in those ways.
We follow in the
mood of the eternal associates of Krishna but we do not become them.
Everyone in the
spiritual world feels the others are more qualified to please
Krishna.
Sometimes people
paint pictures of the spiritual world, but God is nowhere to be seen.
To enter the kingdom
of God, we have to evoke the mercy of Krishna by purifying our senses
through engagement in His service.
Q:
In Bg.18.66, Krishna asks us to surrender completely to Him. I am a
grhastha.
How
can I attain this?
A:
A grhastha
can
be in the process of purification or completely transcendental like
Bhaktivinoda Thakura. We become purified by surrendering our body and
the talents we have have been given to Krishna by engaging them in
His service.
Attachment cannot be
given up. It must be directed to Krishna or his pure devotees.
Q: What about pizza
in the spiritual world?
A:
If there is no pizza in the spiritual world, do you think the Italian
devotees will want to go there? Are you attached to the pizza or the
pleasure? The pleasure. So if you get pleasure from something else
then you can give up the pizza. In the spiritual world, we take
pleasure in the taste of the rasa
with
Krishna. If the internal energy arranges for Krishna’s pleasure,
then there can be pizzas in the spiritual world, and they will be far
better than those in this world.
In
Hong Kong Srila Prabhupada said the devotees could offer mushrooms
because they so much apart of the diet there.
People say because
Krishna is inconceivable he cannot be seen, but if he is all
powerful, then he can make Himself visible to us.
Srila Prabhupada
asked one Malaysian man to build a temple for Krishna. The man asked
Srila Prabhpada for his mercy. Prabhupada explained that it was his
mercy he was asking the man to built a temple for Krishna.
Once Srila
Prabhupada said that his instructions were his mercy.
For
a grhastha
[householder],
kirtaniya sada harih [always
chant the holy name] means whenever you have free time chant the holy
name of the Lord.
If we have
difficulty we can take shelter of Srila Prabhupada’s poem, “Markine
Bhagavat Dharma.” By feeling gratitude to Srila Prabhupada and the
devotees, we can make great progress spiritually.
There
is no difference in purpose in the different religions as the idea is
to bring people toward the spiritual world.
The
parents are very happy with a child’s first few steps, even if he
falls down many times, because he is gradually progressing. Similarly
we can be happy with the beginning devotees despite their faults.
Prayer
to rectify whatever faults are there are very important.
Natural
introspection arises in the life of a devotee. It is part of the
process of realization.
Srila
Prabhupada told us that the Lord is everyone’s heart, and He tells
him what he needs to know.
Srila
Prabhupada’s Bhagavad-gita
As It Is is
valuable because Srila Prabhupada presents Krishna’s words as they
are and as a result many people have become devotees of Krishna,
which is the actual message of the Gita.
The
hundreds of other Gita
commentaries,
which present the views of the commentator, have not produced such an
effect.
Q:
What do we say when people criticize Krishna for having 16,108 wives?
A:
There was a court case brought by the Christians in which that was
brought up. The defense attorney asked some nuns present if it is
true they take a vow to be brides of Christ. They did not deny it,
and the defense attorney said that in that case Christ has more wives
than Krishna.
These
retreats! You need to have another retreat to recover! And after
Kirtan Mela, you need a Sleeping Mela!
Srila
Prabhupada’s books provide foundation for this Hare Krishna
movement and a skeleton for it.
Srila
Prabhupada is instructing us even now through his books.
Every
form of suffering is born of ignorance.
The
solution to a nightmare is to wake up. The solution to the miseries
of prison life is to get out of prison. In the same way, the solution
to the miseries of life is self-realization.
Srila Prabhupada’s
instructions to new devotees are relevant to new devotees now.
Sometimes we think that now everyone is advanced but there are still
new devotees.
The conclusion of
the North UK Retreat is that to attain the spiritual world we have to
hear the message from the pure devotee.
In the beginning of
Krishna’s pastimes so many demons were killed. Similarly in the
beginning of our spiritual life, so many demoniac desires must be
removed before we can become spiritually advanced.
We must purify our
attachments by connecting them to Krishna.
A real friend helps
remind us that Krishna is our real friend, provider, and protector.
Lord Caitanya’s
pastimes are so confidential that even Krishnadasa Kaviraja Goswami,
his empowered biographer, admits his inability to understand their
deep meaning.
If someone calls out
your name, even if they are referring to someone else, it still
captures your attention. So it is also with Supreme Lord. Thus Lord
Narayana was attracted by Ajamila calling out the name of his son,
Narayana.
We
would distribute mostly Srimad-Bhagavatam
volumes
Canto 1, Part 1, Canto 2, Part 1, and Canto 6, Part 1 because they
have many relevant examples for our lives.
Aghasura literally
means “sinful demon.”
Krishna creates
extreme situations for us to sever our attachments to this world.
Although Krishna
enjoyed fighting with Kamsa, because Kamsa hated Krishna his fighting
with Krishna is not counted as devotional service. On the other hand,
although Krishna became angry at mother Yasoda when restricted by
her, Yasoda’s action is considered devotional service because she
loved Krishna.
The devotees bought
ghee in Rajasthan until they found it was made from camel’s milk.
We are not
interested in finding some way around the regulations, by doing
things like offering artificial meat. Ultimately it is best to not to
accept things that are not required.
One devotee in
Malaysia has one wife and nineteen children.
Community living was
easier previously because succeeding generations stayed in the same
village so everyone was related.
One time they tried
to bomb Heathrow and almost all the airports in England were closed.
In Newcastle, the airport was open, but carry on baggage was so
limited you could not even take a pen.
Nrsimha Caturdasi is
one of the four main festivals for Gaudiya Vaishnavas. The others
being Govardhan Puja, Janmastami, and Gaura Purnima.
We are conditioned
in very different ways. If we all swap our glasses, we will probably
see quite differently.
Even Lord Shiva and
Parvati are only 92% compatible.
Unless we are on the
platform of Brahman (spirit), diversity causes conflict.
We have to act
according our social position, but we do not have to identify with
that designation.
In
the Vedic society, all four divisions make advancement by acting
according to the directions of the brahmanas.
The
brahmanas
have
the vision, although not the executive, productive, or laboring
tendencies, and thus they would advise others.
The demons, many of
them, know that Krishna is God, but they want to kill Him.
Q: It is said you
need humility to surrender to Krishna, but it is also said by
engaging devotional service, you acquire humility. How do we
understand this?
A:
The whole Vedic system is such that one who follows it will
automatically become humble. The influence of pure devotee also
brings out humility and also the association of the Lord in the
sankirtana
of
the holy name. The Lord provides all these opportunities for good
association, and the devotee takes advantage of it.
The fire is in the
wood but it is not showing. By association with fire it comes out.
Similarly when we associate with advanced souls our divine qualities
become manifest.
No one can stop
sickness. You are a doctor, you know. And you are also subject to
sickness.
comment by Ramarao:
In India, if you call someone a “sudra” you can be put in
prison.
Just
by hearing of the Ramayana
regularly,
by the association of Sita, Rama, Lakmana, and Hanuman, you can
develop all good qualities.
Lord Nityananda’s
consorts, Jahnava and Vasudha, are incarnations of Lord Balarama’s
consorts Revati and Varuni.
In the Manor the
devotees were worried that the sound of an old-fashioned typewriter
was disturbing Srila Prabhupada, but he explained that it was the
sound of devotional service and quite alright.
We must use modern
technology in Krishna’s service or else we will become entangled by
it.
Many good people
would appreciate Arjuna’s arguments for not fighting, and encourage
him, “Do not listen to this warmonger, Krishna.”
Krishna’s
instructions in Bhagavad-gita
are
meant for releasing us from this material world forevermore, not
necessarily for living more comfortably in this world.
“The
Lord at once took the position of the teacher and chastised the
student, calling him, indirectly, a fool.” (Bg. 2.11, purport)
Nowadays if a guru does that his disciples will protest.
We will not be happy
in an unconstitutional position anymore than a fish will be happy out
of the water. We do not belong in this material condition.
Our feelings are in
our heart not in our brain. On the engagement cards they have a
picture of a heart not brain, at least I haven’t seen one with a
picture of a brain on it. That is the region where the soul is
situated.
In
Bhagavad-gita,
the
soul is described to be immeasurable. It
has no material dimension. It is like the width of a line.
There are doctors
who have become convinced of the life beyond based on their
experiences.
In a rare Aukland
traffic jam, I saw this bumper sticker, “If even if you win the rat
race, you are still a rat.”
The Lord appears as
the fiercesome form of Nrsimhadeva when there is a powerful demoniac
influence.
As all heat and
light can be traced to the sun, all our potency can be traced back to
the Supreme Lord.
It is practically
impossible to get free from material attachments without the help of
the Supreme Lord.
As the lion
represents fearlessness for the lion cub, similarly the ferocious
Nrsimhadeva represents fearlessness for the devoted Prahlada.
Protection from
being overwhelmed by lust, greed, anger, envy, etc., is the most
important protection the Supreme Lord can give us.
The soul is looking
through his bodily coverings at the material world. The self-realized
soul sees beyond the coverings to the spiritual presence within.
Repeating these
prayers is one of the processes for awakening our vision of the
qualities of the soul.
Q by Kirtida dd:
Prahlada is talking about being equal to everyone, but we know the
devotee is especially inclined to other devotees. How can we
understand this?
A: The sun is equal
to all, but some do not take advantage. Similarly the pure devotee
wishes everyone well, although he reciprocates according to the
desires of the individual. The devotee is just thinking of connecting
everyone with Krishna, and so those who are interested in being
connected with Krishna, he naturally has an intimate relationship
with.
Radhanath
Swami:
from a recorded
lecture:
Instead of
understanding the real problem, people invent ways of distracting
themselves from the real problem by absorbing themselves in material
things.
Hiranyakasipu hated
God because of envy. He wanted to be the supreme controller himself.
Prahlada had no fear
but was happy, always feeling he was in the arms of the Lord.
Considering how easily we become fearful, his example should humble
us.
Srila Prabhupada
explained that the greatness of a person is shown by how he tolerates
provoking situations.
Prahlada was happy
loving God, being loved by God, and sharing God’s love with others.
We must ask the
question, “Are we using technology or is technology using us?”
Jiva Goswami wrote
400,000 verse on palm leaves, and they are benefiting people’s
lives even today.
As a result of all
this technology, are people’s greed, envy, stress, mental illness,
etc., decreasing? Is life improving? No, it is going down.
There is not an
environmental problem. There is a crisis of the spirit that is
polluting the environment.
If we appreciate
what we have and are not disturbed by what we do not have, that is
simplicity.
Srila Prabhupada
once said, “To be grateful and not waste. That is Krishna consciousness.”
Things alone cannot
give quality life. Appreciation for natural gifts, affection, etc.,
give quality life.
Srila
Prabhupada said, “All the devotee needs to be happy is to chant
Hare Krishna, and have a little prasadam
and
a place to stay.”
I
used to sleep outdoors in India and beg for rotis.
But
at New Vrndavana we were eating popcorn every night and sleeping
under a roof. I decided to leave. I told a devotee, “I am leaving
here because there is too much sensual enjoyment.” He said, “No
one has ever said that before.” The devotee said, “Srila
Prabhupada said, ‘If we can serve Krishna better under a tree then
we should not be attached to living in a palace, and if we can serve
Krishna better by living in a palace, we should not be attached to
living under a tree.’ Your problem is you are too attached to
trees.”
Sacinandana
Swami:
I
could not restraint
myself from dancing as was boarding the plane to England [for the
Birmingham 24-hour kirtana].
The flight steward came up to me and asked why I was so happy. I
explained that I was going to England. He was surprised as England is
known for the bad weather and uncertain politics. I told him am not
going to the England of bad weather and shaky politics. I am going to
the England of chanting and dancing.
Lord
Caitanya’s associate, Mukunda, chanted so nicely the animals would
come to his kirtana,
and
the humans would cry in spiritual ecstasy.
When Lord Caitanya
finally called him, Mukunda was not particularly happy. He felt he
had no bhakti and so what was the use of seeing the Lord. He recalled
people like Hiranyakasipu and Duryodhana, who saw Krishna without
bhakti. Then he recalled people like Kubja and the garland seller who
did have bhakti. Lord Caitanya said to him, “Mukunda, you are my
kirtana leader, whenever I come, you come with Me. When you
chant I sing through your mouth because you have bhakti.”
Our life sits down
with us, but we park our life outside and focus on Krishna.
Jiva Goswami says
that sometimes the devotees have festivals glorifying the Lord and to
people who happen to come there, the Lord removes obstacles and gives
bhakti.
Do
not run away from the kirtana,
either physically or mentally.
Kirtana
meditation: The past is gone. The future is unknown. Now we are in
Birmingham. We are here to glorify Krishna. Chanting means glorifying
Krishna. Sing to Krishna.
Bhaktivinoda Thakura
says to come into the association of devotees and chant, chant,
chant, to destroy all offenses and give us a taste.
Chanting in
relationship with Krishna makes a big difference.
Turn to Krishna by
singing for Him.
Dayananda Swami:
The impersonalists
and Buddhists cannot maintain the situation of being free from all
desires.
When we have a
problem, we think if I just solve this problem everything will be
alright. But then there is another problem and another problem.
If we tolerate, we
get so much realization. Otherwise we remain on the platform of
hankering and lamenting.
Even though we are
getting on in years, we still think we have few years more.
We fix ourselves in
devotional service to Krishna now and attain the spiritual world.
Because Maharaja
Khatvanga understood the urgency of becoming Krishna consciousness,
he could become Krishna consciousness in a moment.
Lord
Caitanya is so merciful that if you just perform
vaidhi-sadhana-bhakti
it
transforms into prema-bhakti.
Radharani
is the most accomplished ragatmika-bhakta.
We may be engaged in
the activities of a devotee, but must be aware that we may still have
a deep-rooted attraction to activities of the modes of passion and
ignorance.
Q: If we experience
a higher taste from devotional service, why do we go back to the
lower taste?
A: Because we only
occasionally experience the higher taste, and we are very, very
conditioned to pursue the lower taste. Of course, if we are always
experiencing the higher taste, then we would not pursue the lower
taste.
Radha Mohan
Prabhu:
[After thanking the
devotees responsible for the very successful North UK Retreat:] We
would like to thank Srila Prabhupada without whom we would not be
here but would be spending our time in some bar somewhere. Without
him, we would not have a spiritual life.
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anushanga-phale
kare samsarera kshaya
citta
akarshiya karaya krishne premodaya
“By chanting the holy name of the Lord, one dissolves his entanglement in material activities. After this, one becomes very much attracted to Krishna, and thus dormant love for Krishna is awakened.” (Sri Caitanya-caritamrita, Madhya 15.109)